Human Bullets: A Soldier's Story of Port ArthurSakurai, Tadayoshi
History
Human Bullets: A Soldier's Story of Port Arthur
Sakurai, Tadayoshi
Lüshun (China) -- History -- Siege, 1904-1905
go through the opening a little further on, where our engineers were
then engaged in sapping. We went on as instructed and soon found our
siege-trenches; we went along these until we came to an opening, beyond
which we had to go through the fields exposed to the enemy’s view. We
ran on, but presently a flash of search-light came! “Lie down!” was
ordered, and we waited, holding our breath for that terrible light
to disappear. But the search-light would not disappear. Meanwhile
communication with our rear was cut off. At last we came to the place
which we imagined to be the rendezvous. We found none of our army
there, but dark corpses were strewn on the ground. Probably our army
had already gathered themselves at the foot of the East Panlung Fort,
which was supposed to be the centre of our attack. Looking at our
watches, we found that it was a few minutes past one o’clock. We tried
hard to find our main body, but in vain. Were we too late? The anxiety
of our captain was intense. Our disappointment was agonizing. Were we
to miss our opportunity to join in the general assault? The captain
said, “I cannot expiate my fault even with suicide!” Not only he, but
all of us, felt that if we failed to join this battle, the company
itself would be disgraced forever; and that compared with that disgrace
our unanimous suicide was a mere trifle.
Scouts were sent in all directions, but none brought back any news. We
had no time to lose, so we came to the conclusion that the best thing
we could do now was to go to the old fort of East Panlung and fight
even single-handed, and that, if the main body had begun by that time,
we should be in a good spot to join its action. Thinking that the
occasional sound of a machine-gun that we had heard must be coming from
Panlung, and that a ravine we had found must lead to that mountain, we
started from Wuchia-fang along the ravine.
Ah, that ravine! a narrow path of less than two _ken_ in width. It was
the place where the Ninth Division and the Seventh and Ninth Regiments
of the Second Reserve had had such a hard fight the day before. What
a scene of horrors! No stretcher nor medicine chest could be brought
there. The dead and wounded were piled one upon another in nooks and
corners, some groaning with pain, some crying for help, and some
perfectly quiet, breathing no longer. We hardly found space to walk
without stepping on them. It was an infernal tunnel of the dead and
dying. We groped to the right not to step on a dead comrade, only to
kick a wounded one on the left. Where we stepped, thinking that it was
on mother earth, we found ourselves walking over the khaki-colored
dead. “Don’t step on the corpses!” I shouted to my men; but at that
very moment I was treading on the chest of one. “Pardon,” was the only
apology I could offer the dead thus unintentionally insulted. Along
this long, narrow path full of corpses, it was impossible not to step
on our poor, silent comrades.
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