Human Bullets: A Soldier's Story of Port ArthurSakurai, Tadayoshi
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Human Bullets: A Soldier's Story of Port Arthur
Sakurai, Tadayoshi
Lüshun (China) -- History -- Siege, 1904-1905
A detachment of the enemy appeared on the rampart, looking like a
dark wooden barricade. They surrounded us in the twinkling of an eye
and raised a cry of triumph. Our disadvantageous position would not
allow us to offer any resistance, and our party was too small to fight
them. We had to fall back down the steep hill. Looking back, I saw the
Russians shooting at us as they pursued. When we reached the earthworks
before mentioned, we made a stand and faced the enemy. Great confusion
and infernal butchery followed. Bayonets clashed against bayonets; the
enemy brought out machine-guns and poured shot upon us pell-mell; the
men on both sides fell like grass. But I cannot give you a detailed
account of the scene, because I was then in a dazed condition. I only
remember that I was brandishing my sword in fury. I also felt myself
occasionally cutting down the enemy. I remember a confused fight
of white blade against white blade, the rain and hail of shell, a
desperate fight here and a confused scuffle there. At last I grew so
hoarse that I could not shout any more. Suddenly my sword broke with a
clash, my left arm was pierced. I fell, and before I could rise a shell
came and shattered my right leg. I gathered all my strength and tried
to stand up, but I felt as if I were crumbling and fell to the ground
perfectly powerless. A soldier who saw me fall cried, “Lieutenant
Sakurai, let us die together.”
I embraced him with my left arm and, gnashing my teeth with regret and
sorrow, I could only watch the hand-to-hand fight going on about me. My
mind worked like that of a madman, but my body would not move an inch.
[Illustration: Japanese kanji Ch. XXVII.]
LIFE OUT OF DEATH
THE day of the 24th of August dawned upon a battle-ground covered with
the dead and wounded of both sides. I discovered that the man in my
arms was Kensuke Ono, a soldier whom I had trained. He was wounded in
the right eye and pierced through the side. Thinking that he could
not live, he had called my name and offered to die with me. Poor,
dear fellow! My left arm that embraced him was covered with dark red
clots of blood, which was running over Ono’s neck. Ono removed my
arm, quietly pulled out his bandages, and bound up my left arm. Thus
I lay surrounded by the enemy and seriously wounded; there seemed no
slightest hope of my escape. If I did not expire then, it was certain
that I should soon be in the enemy’s hands, which meant a misfortune
far more intolerable than death. My heart yearned to commit suicide
before such a disgrace should befall me, but I had no weapon with me,
no hand that could help me in the act. Tears of regret choked me.
“Ono, please kill me and go back and report the conditions,” I urged
him. I begged him to kill me, but he would not consent. He was almost
blind, for both his eyes were covered with blood, but he grasped his
rifle and said, “I resist your orders.”
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