Human Bullets: A Soldier's Story of Port ArthurSakurai, Tadayoshi
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Human Bullets: A Soldier's Story of Port Arthur
Sakurai, Tadayoshi
Lüshun (China) -- History -- Siege, 1904-1905
I was laid down here for some time, and at last began to feel faint and
dizzy, and everything went out of my consciousness as in sleep. This
was caused by the profuse bleeding. At this time I was counted among
the dead; the report of my death reached home. My teacher, Mr. Murai,
placed the postal card I had written to him in the family shrine[59]
and offered to my spirit incense and flowers, as I have since been told.
For some hours I was practically dead in this ravine, but the gate of
the other world was still closed against me and I began to breathe once
more. The first thing that I heard was a tremendous noise of a heavy
cannon-ball falling near me, throwing up sand and pebbles, and covering
me with dust.
I felt that it was this roar that called my spirit back into this
world. As soon as I recovered consciousness, my wounds began to hurt
terribly. I tried to move my comparatively sound right leg, but it
would not move; the blood gushed out of it and coagulated over it. I
noticed that a sun flag was spread over my face as an awning and that
Takesaburo Kondo was still by my side watching me. I thanked him for
his faithful service with tears of gratitude.
He fastened poles to the overcoat wrapping me and begged four or five
wounded men who happened to come along to help carry me to the first
aid. Lifting a corner of the flag that covered my face, he said:
“Lieutenant, it seems that my wound is not a serious one, as I am
not going to the rear. Your case is serious. Please take good care of
yourself and become well again,” and he left me at last. I never saw
him again.
Did I take his hand and thank him for his gallant service? No; I
could not. I only wept for his goodness with unbounded gratitude in
my heart and prayed that he might be spared. “To share the shadow of
the same tree, to drink from the same stream of water,” is said to
be the promise of meeting again in another world. But he voluntarily
threw himself into the boiling caldron of danger and rescued me out of
certain death; he was truly the giver of my renewed life. My present
life is not mine at all; I should have died in Bodai surely: that I now
live is due to Takesaburo Kondo alone. Kondo was killed within a month
after this! His spirit is now too far away to see me, whom he rescued
amid such great difficulties and dangers. When I think of this I cannot
cry out my sorrow or talk about my sentiments, because both the cry and
the words become choked in my throat.
During the night four or five wounded soldiers took advantage of the
darkness to carry me past the enemy’s front to the first aid, which
they found with difficulty. I was still faint and in a dreamy state and
could not take in much; the only thing I remember is that I was put on
a stretcher, without removing overcoat and poles on which I had been
borne thus far. At last I was laid down in a spot where people were
busy running to and fro. That was indeed the first aid station. As soon
as I realized this, I cried out:—
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