Human Bullets: A Soldier's Story of Port ArthurSakurai, Tadayoshi
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Human Bullets: A Soldier's Story of Port Arthur
Sakurai, Tadayoshi
Lüshun (China) -- History -- Siege, 1904-1905
The sublimity of a battle can only be seen in the midst of showers of
bullet and shell, but the dismal horror of it can best be observed
when the actual struggle is over. The shadow of impartial Death visits
friend and foe alike. When the shocking massacre is over, countless
corpses covered with blood lie long and flat in the grass and between
stones. What a deep philosophy their cold faces tell! When we saw the
dead at Nanshan, we could not help covering our eyes in horror and
disgust. But the scene here, though equally shocking, did not make us
shudder half so much. Some were crushed in head and face, their brains
mixing with dust and earth. The intestines of others were torn out and
blood was trickling from them. The sight of these things, however, did
not horrify us very much. At Nanshan we did not actually fight, but
only visited the scene afterward. This time we were accustomed to these
sights through the long hours of suffering and desperate struggle.
At Nanshan, with the enemy’s dead in front of us, we could not but
sympathize with and pity them; but here we hated and loathed them.
How were they to blame? Were not they also warriors who died in the
discharge of their duty? But after a hard struggle with them, in which
we had had to sacrifice the lives of so many of our beloved men, our
hearts involuntarily hated our opponents, who we wished had yielded
to us more easily, but who resisted us to their utmost—and butchered
our men from their secure trenches, thrusting out their guns from the
holes. Of course our reason does not sanction it, but those who have
had experience in actual fighting will easily sympathize with this
sense of hatred and indignation at the sight of the dead of a brave
but stubborn foe. Of course it is a silly thing, and we do all admire
without stint their valor and perseverance. Their success in keeping
us at bay for fifty-eight hours, under our overwhelming attack, is
certainly worthy of a great military power. One Russian was found
dead in a skirmish-trench with his head bandaged. Probably he fought
on bravely in spite of his first wound until a second shot from our
side gave him his death-blow. Those Russian dead, scattered in front
of their breastworks, must have been the brave ones who rushed out of
their trenches when we burst in, and fought us with their bayonets
and fists. Some had photographs of their wives and children in their
bosoms, and these pictures were bespattered with blood. One inclined so
to do may condemn it as effeminate and weak to carry such things into
battle; but thousands of miles away from home, at the dismal and bloody
seat of war, where they could not hear from their beloved ones, was it
not natural for them to yearn after them deep down in their hearts and
console themselves with the sight of these pictures? It is human nature
that every new landscape, every new phase of the moon, makes one think
of home and friends—and brave fighters are also human, are they not?
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