Human Bullets: A Soldier's Story of Port ArthurSakurai, Tadayoshi
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Human Bullets: A Soldier's Story of Port Arthur
Sakurai, Tadayoshi
Lüshun (China) -- History -- Siege, 1904-1905
ready, the only thing remaining for me to do was to exert myself to the
very last, to repay the favor of the Emperor and of the country with
my own life. But, after all, this box has not borne the distinction of
carrying my remains. Alas! it is now a mere laughing-stock for myself
and my friends.
That evening I wrote a letter to my elder brother in Tokyo and reported
to him the recent events in the struggle, and told him that our attack
was to begin on the morrow; that I was ready and determined to die;
that though my body be lost at Port Arthur, my spirit would not forget
loyalty to the Emperor for seven lives. Of course this was meant as
my eternal farewell. On the same day I received a letter from that
brother, in which I found the following passages of admonition:—
“Think not of honor or of merit—only be faithful to thy duty.”
“When Nelson died a glorious death in the sea-fight of Trafalgar, he
said, ‘Thank God, I have done my duty.’”
On the eve of this great battle I received these words of encouragement
and instruction, which made my heart still braver and my determination
still firmer.
At 5 P. M. on the 7th of August, a great downpour of rain mingled with
the thunder of cannon, and the afternoon sky became utterly dark,
dismal, and dreary. We were halted on an eminence over the river
Taiko, waiting anxiously for the command “Forward!” The rain became
heavier and the sky darker. The Russian search-light, falling on one
side of the hills and valleys, occasionally threw a whitish-blue light
over the scene and impeded the march of our infantry. The plunging fire
of the enemy became more and more violent as time went on. It made a
strange noise, mingled with the tremendous downpour of rain. Lieutenant
Hayashi and myself under one overcoat would exchange words now and then.
“We may separate at any moment,” was Hayashi’s abrupt remark, as if he
were thinking of his death.
“I also am determined to die to-night,” was my response. Whereupon
Hayashi said:—
“What a long time we have been together!”
We had no more chance to continue this conversation, but had to
separate. We had been comrades through the campaign, and while at home
had been messmates for a long time. It was this Lieutenant Hayashi
who, at the last rush upon Taipo-shan, achieved the first entry within
the enemy’s ramparts brandishing his sword. This hurried farewell was
indeed our last—our hand-shaking an eternal good-by.
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