Humanism and America : $b Essays on the outlook of modern civilisation
Philosophy
Humanism and America : $b Essays on the outlook of modern civilisation
Humanism; Literature -- Philosophy; Philosophy, Modern; United States -- Civilization -- 20th century
If the truth is to be told, one reason for this lay clearly within
himself. For he was, as his records show him, a stupid boy and young
man, lapped in vague reverie and hazy dreams of enjoyment, and roused
slowly to puzzled observation and thought. “No common man am I,” he
used to tell himself when he was scarcely out of his ’teens, with no
evident reason save that with adolescence came an intense craving for
freedom from the shackles of common life--freedom to indulge fully
his temperamental longing for sensuous and materialised delight. This
self-conceit helped to prevent him from learning what could have been
learned during his boyhood, and, as he grew older, aroused in him
bitter resentment against the limitations of his early environment.
Those limitations, at the same time, were extreme. The Dreiser
household was one combining almost unrelieved ignorance with perfect
tastelessness, presided over by a father whose consuming interest was
a Catholicism degraded into mere ceremonies and prohibitions. Mr.
Dreiser explicitly denotes the quality of the purifying influence
dominant in the home and community of his youth: “One should read only
good books ... from which any reference to sex had been eliminated,
and what followed ... was that all intelligent interpretation of
character and human nature was immediately discounted. A picture of a
nude or partially nude woman was sinful.... The dance in our home and
our town was taboo. The theatre was an institution which led to crime,
the saloon a centre of low, even bestial vices.... It was considered
good business, if you please, to be connected with some religious
organisation.... We were taught persistently to shun most human
experiences as either dangerous or degrading or destructive. The less
you knew about life the better; the more you knew about the fictional
heaven and hell ditto.... In my day there were apparently no really
bad men who were not known as such to all the world, ... and few if
any good men who were not sufficiently rewarded by the glorious fruits
of their good deeds here and now!... Positively, and I stake my solemn
word on this, until I was between seventeen and eighteen I had scarcely
begun to suspect any other human being of harbouring the erratic and
sinful thoughts which occasionally flashed through my own mind.”
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