The previous time I was at the hospital Alice had not come to the unit.
I was told that she felt too depressed to come down. I went to see her.
She had looked surprised and impressed by my visit. She talked on at
some length about her suicidal thoughts. I supported this on the basis
that {118} verbal expression might make active expression unnecessary
if she experienced empathy regarding how dreadful she felt. Then with
little encouragement she had come down to the unit with me. Today, Alice
was always near me, but nonverbal except for concise responses to
questions that were offered with effort. I verbalized my reflections on
her behavior and said that I was wondering about it. She said, "I like
having you around; it takes me away from my thoughts." "How are your
thoughts?" "The same, I wonder if I'll ever get better?" "You've gotten
better before. I wonder if you're not more concerned about whether you
can stay well." Alice, eyes watery, agreed with a nod. Irene, another
patient, interrupted, "Don't expect too much from me, I've been here
twelve years." I responded to them both, "But, I do expect a lot of you;
things don't always have to be the same."
10. I verified my intuitive grasp of how patients were
experiencing events by questions and comments, and being alert
to their responses.
_Example_
Vincent's ritualistic behavior is associated in my mind with his
exaggerated conscious expression of only the true, the good, and the
beautiful. On this occasion we had just had a long talk about his
weekend at home, his concerns about his family, and his food likes and
dislikes. As we left a room he took his usual long step over the
threshold. I noted this aloud and asked him if he knew why he did this.
His expression became wide-eyed and smiling which indicates to me he
consciously or unconsciously is selecting what he is going to say. We
came to the next threshold. He stopped me by touching my arm and said,
"Josephine, I almost grabbed you to prevent your bumping into that
patient." In relation to my last question I focused on the "grabbed you"
and said, "Vincent, to think about grabbing me is a pretty natural
thought, and no reason to take a wide step over a threshold." He put his
foot very deliberately if rather testily, right in the middle of this
threshold. He stopped, looked at me with his hands together and giggled.
Then he had to go to the bathroom.
11. I attempted to encourage hope realistically through
discussing individual therapeutic gains that could be derived
from patients' investment in therapeutic opportunities
available to them.
_Example_
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