I turned round towards my landlord. He had the greatest trouble to keep
himself from laughing out loudly.
“Did you see the old chap?” he whispered. “Ah Lord! did you see the old
chap? He is sitting looking on,” and he placed himself once more before
the keyhole.
I went over to the window, and sat down. This sight had brought all my
thoughts into merciless disorder, and put an end to my bright mood.
Well, what concern was it of mine? When the husband himself agreed
to it, ay, even found his greatest diversion in it, there was no
reason why I should take it to heart. And as far as the old fellow was
concerned, well, the old fellow was, once for all, an old fellow, and
no more. Perhaps he didn’t even notice it. Maybe that he just sat and
dozed. God knows, he may have been dead; it would not surprise me in
the least if he were dead; I would have no scruples of conscience on
this score.
I took forth my papers once more, and determined to thrust all
irrelevant impressions aside. I had left off right in the middle of a
sentence in the inquisitor’s address--“Thus dictate God and the law
to me, thus dictates also the counsel of my wise men, thus dictate I
and my own conscience....” I looked out of the window to think over
what his conscience should dictate to him. A little row reached me from
the room inside. Well, it was no affair of mine anyway. Besides, the
old chap was surely dead--died perhaps this morning about four; it was
therefore entirely and totally indifferent to me what noise arose. Why
the devil should I sit thinking about it? Keep quiet now! “Thus dictate
I and my own conscience....” But everything conspired against me; the
man over at the keyhole did not stand quiet a second. I could now and
then hear his stifled laughter, and see how he shook. Outside in the
street, too, something was taking place that disturbed me. A little lad
sat and amused himself in the sun on the opposite side of the pavement.
He was happy and in fear of no danger--just sat and knotted together
a lot of paper streamers, and injured no one. Suddenly he jumps up
and begins to curse; he goes backwards to the middle of the street
and catches sight of a man, a grown-up man, with a red beard, who is
leaning out of an open window in the second storey, and who spat down
on his head. The little chap cried with rage, and swore impatiently up
at the window; and the man laughed in his face. Perhaps five minutes
passed in this way. I turned aside to avoid seeing the little lad’s
tears.
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