At noon I left my lodgings in Tomtegaden, where I still lived and found
fairly comfortable, and set out for town. I was in the merriest humour,
and lazed about the whole afternoon through the most frequented streets
and looked at the people. Even before seven o’clock I took a turn up
St. Olav’s Place and took a furtive look up at the window of No. 2.
In an hour I would see her. I went about the whole time in a state of
tremulous, delicious dread. What would happen? What should I say when
she came down the stairs? Good-evening? or only smile? I concluded to
let it rest with the smile. Of course I would bow profoundly to her.
I stole away, a little ashamed to be there so early, wandered up Carl
Johann for a while, and kept my eyes on University Street. When the
clocks struck eight I walked once more towards St. Olav’s Place. On the
way it struck me that perhaps I might arrive a few minutes too late,
and I quickened my pace as much as I could. My foot was very sore,
otherwise nothing ailed me.
I took up my place at the fountain and drew breath. I stood there a
long while and gazed up at the window of No. 2, but she did not come.
Well, I would wait; I was in no hurry. She might be delayed, and I
waited on. It couldn’t well be that I had dreamt the whole thing! Had
my first meeting with her only existed in imagination the night I lay
in delirium? I began in perplexity to think over it, and wasn’t at all
sure.
“Hem!” came from behind me. I heard this, and I also heard light
steps near me, but I did not turn round, I only stared up at the wide
staircase before me.
“Good-evening,” came then. I forget to smile; I don’t even take off my
hat at first, I am so taken aback to see her come this way.
“Have you been waiting long?” she asks. She is breathing a little
quickly after her walk.
“No, not at all; I only came a little while ago,” I reply. “And
besides, would it matter if I had waited long? I expected, by-the-way,
that you would come from another direction.”
“I accompanied mamma to some people. Mamma is spending the evening with
them.”
“Oh, indeed,” I say.
We had begun to walk on involuntarily. A policeman is standing at the
corner, looking at us.
“But, after all, where are we going to?” she asks, and stops.
“Wherever you wish; only where _you_ wish.”
“Ugh, yes! but it’s such a bore to have to decide oneself.”
A pause.
Then I say, merely for the sake of saying something:
“I see it’s dark up in your windows.”
“Yes, it is,” she replies gaily; “the servant has an evening off, too,
so I am all alone at home.”
We both stand and look up at the windows of No. 2 as if neither of us
had seen them before.
“Can’t we go up to your place, then?” I say; “I shall sit down at the
door the whole time if you like.”
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