I had no hope of being permitted to see her again. I almost wished for
a sharp No, that would pull me together a bit and render me callous.
"Yes," she whispered softly, almost inaudibly.
"When?"
"I don't know."
A pause....
"Won't you be so kind as to lift your veil, only just for a minute," I
asked. "So that I can see whom I have been talking to. Just for one
moment, for indeed I must see whom I have been talking to."
Another pause....
"You can meet me outside here on Tuesday evening," she said. "Will you?"
"Yes, dear lady, if I have permission to."
"At eight o'clock."
"Very well."
I stroked down her cloak with my hand, merely to have an excuse for
touching her. It was a delight to me to be so near her.
"And you mustn't think all too badly of me," she added; she was smiling
again.
"No."
Suddenly she made a resolute movement and drew her veil up over her
forehead; we stood and gazed at one another for a second.
"Ylajali!" I cried. She stretched herself up, flung her arms round my
neck and kissed me right on the mouth--only once, swiftly,
bewilderingly swiftly, right on the mouth. I could feel how her bosom
heaved; she was breathing violently. She wrenched herself suddenly out
of my clasp, called a good-night, breathlessly, whispering, and turned
and ran up the stairs without a word more....
The hall door shut.
* * * * *
It snowed still more the next day, a heavy snow mingled with rain;
great wet flakes that fell to earth and were turned to mud. The air was
raw and icy. I woke somewhat late, with my head in a strange state of
confusion, my heart intoxicated from the foregone evening by the
agitation of that delightful meeting. In my rapture (I had lain a while
awake and fancied Ylajali at my side) I spread out my arms and embraced
myself and kissed the air. At length I dragged myself out of bed and
procured a fresh cup of milk, and straight on top of that a plate of
beef. I was no longer hungry, but my nerves were in a highly-strung
condition.
I went off to the clothes-shop in the bazaar. It occurred to me that I
might pick up a second-hand waistcoat cheaply, something to put on
under my coat; it didn't matter what.
I went up the steps to the bazaar and took hold of one and began to
examine it.
While I was thus engaged an acquaintance came by; he nodded and called
up to me. I let the waistcoat hang and went down to him. He was a
designer, and was on the way to his office.
"Come with me and have a glass of beer," he said. "But hurry up, I
haven't much time.... What lady was that you were walking with
yesterday evening?"
"Listen here now," said I, jealous of his bare thought. "Supposing it
was my _fiancée_."
"By Jove!" he exclaimed.
"Yes; it was all settled yesterday evening."
This nonplussed him completely. He believed me implicitly. I lied in
the most accomplished manner to get rid of him. We ordered the beer,
drank it, and left.
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