Jewish fiction; Jews -- New York (State) -- New York -- Fiction; Lower East Side (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Short stories
“Woe to me!” sobbed Hanneh Breineh. “To my bitter luck there
ain’t no end. With all my other troubles, the stove got broke. I
lighted the fire to boil the clothes, and it’s to get choked with
smoke. I paid rent only a week ago, and the agent don’t want to fix
it. A thunder should strike him! He only comes for the rent, and if
anything has to be fixed, then he don’t want to hear nothing.
“Why comes it to me so hard?” went on Hanneh Breineh, the tears
streaming down her cheeks. “I can’t stand it no more. I came into
you for a minute to run away from my troubles. It’s only when I sit
myself down to peel potatoes or nurse the baby that I take time to draw
a breath, and beg only for death.”
Mrs. Pelz, accustomed to Hanneh Breineh’s bitter outbursts, continued
her scrubbing.
“Ut!” exclaimed Hanneh Breineh, irritated at her neighbor’s
silence, “what are you tearing up the world with your cleaning?
What’s the use to clean up when everything only gets dirty
again?”
“I got to shine up my house for the holidays.”
“You’ve got it so good nothing lays on your mind but to clean
your house. Look on this little blood-sucker,” said Hanneh Breineh,
pointing to the wizened child, made prematurely solemn from starvation
and neglect. “Could anybody keep that brat clean? I wash him
one minute, and he is dirty the minute after.” Little Sammy grew
frightened and began to cry. “Shut up!” ordered the mother, picking
up the child to nurse it again. “Can’t you see me take a rest for
a minute?”
The hungry child began to cry at the top of its weakened lungs.
“Na, na, you glutton.” Hanneh Breineh took out a dirty pacifier
from her pocket and stuffed it into the baby’s mouth. The grave,
pasty-faced infant shrank into a panic of fear, and chewed the nipple
nervously, clinging to it with both his thin little hands.
“For what did I need yet the sixth one?” groaned Hanneh Breineh,
turning to Mrs. Pelz. “Wasn’t it enough five mouths to feed? If
I didn’t have this child on my neck, I could turn myself around
and earn a few cents.” She wrung her hands in a passion of
despair. “Gottuniu! The earth should only take it before it grows
up!”
“Shah! Shah!” reproved Mrs. Pelz. “Pity yourself on the
child. Let it grow up already so long as it is here. See how frightened
it looks on you.” Mrs. Pelz took the child in her arms and petted
it. “The poor little lamb! What did it done you should hate it so?”
Hanneh Breineh pushed Mrs. Pelz away from her.
“To whom can I open the wounds of my heart?” she moaned. “Nobody
has pity on me. You don’t believe me, nobody believes me until
I’ll fall down like a horse in the middle of the street. Oi weh! Mine
life is so black for my eyes! Some mothers got luck. A child gets run
over by a car, some fall from a window, some burn themselves up with
a match, some get choked with diphtheria; but no death takes mine
away.”
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