Jewish fiction; Jews -- New York (State) -- New York -- Fiction; Lower East Side (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Short stories
“I am turned out of my own house by the brass-buttoned policeman that
bosses the elevator. Oi-i-i-i! Weh-h-h-h! What have I from my life? The
whole world rings with my son’s play. Even the President came to see
it, and I, his mother, have not seen it yet. My heart is dying in me
like in a prison,” she went on wailing. “I am starved out for a
piece of real eating. In that swell restaurant is nothing but napkins
and forks and lettuce-leaves. There are a dozen plates to every bite of
food. And it looks so fancy on the plate, but it’s nothing but straw
in the mouth. I’m starving, but I can’t swallow down their American
eating.”
“Hanneh Breineh,” said Mrs. Pelz, “you are sinning before
God. Look on your fur coat; it alone would feed a whole family for a
year. I never had yet a piece of fur trimming on a coat, and you are in
fur from the neck to the feet. I never had yet a piece of feather on a
hat, and your hat is all feathers.”
“What are you envying me?” protested Hanneh Breineh. “What have
I from all my fine furs and feathers when my children are strangers
to me? All the fur coats in the world can’t warm up the loneliness
inside my heart. All the grandest feathers can’t hide the bitter
shame in my face that my children shame themselves from me.”
Hanneh Breineh suddenly loomed over them like some ancient, heroic
figure of the Bible condemning unrighteousness.
“Why should my children shame themselves from me? From where did they
get the stuff to work themselves up in the world? Did they get it from
the air? How did they get all their smartness to rise over the people
around them? Why don’t the children of born American mothers write
my Benny’s plays? It is I, who never had a chance to be a person,
who gave him the fire in his head. If I would have had a chance to go
to school and learn the language, what couldn’t I have been? It is
I and my mother and my mother’s mother and my father and father’s
father who had such a black life in Poland; it is our choked thoughts
and feelings that are flaming up in my children and making them great
in America. And yet they shame themselves from me!”
For a moment Mr. and Mrs. Pelz were hypnotized by the sweep of her
words. Then Hanneh Breineh sank into a chair in utter exhaustion. She
began to weep bitterly, her body shaking with sobs.
“Woe is me! For what did I suffer and hope on my children? A bitter
old age--my end. I’m so lonely!”
All the dramatic fire seemed to have left her. The spell was
broken. They saw the Hanneh Breineh of old, ever discontented, ever
complaining even in the midst of riches and plenty.
“Hanneh Breineh,” said Mrs. Pelz, “the only trouble with you is
that you got it too good. People will tear the eyes out of your head
because you’re complaining yet. If I only had your fur coat! If I
only had your diamonds! I have nothing. You have everything. You are
living on the fat of the land. You go right back home and thank God
that you don’t have my bitter lot.”
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