Jewish fiction; Jews -- New York (State) -- New York -- Fiction; Lower East Side (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Short stories
Resolved not to listen to the intruder, Sophie debated within
herself: “Should I call my essay ‘Believe in Yourself,’ or
wouldn’t it be stronger to say, ‘Trust Yourself’? But if I say,
‘Trust Yourself,’ wouldn’t they think that I got the words from
Emerson?”
Hanneh Breineh’s voice went on, but it sounded to Sophie like a faint
buzzing from afar. “Gotteniu! How much did it cost me my life to go
and swear myself that my little Fannie--only skin and bones--that she
is already fourteen! How it chokes me the tears every morning when
I got to wake her and push her out to the shop when her eyes are yet
shutting themselves with sleep!”
Sophie glanced at her wrist-watch as it ticked away the precious
minutes. She must get rid of the woman! Had she not left her own
sister, sacrificed all comfort, all association, for solitude and its
golden possibilities? For the first time in her life she had the chance
to be by herself and think. And now, the thoughts which a moment ago
had seemed like a flock of fluttering birds had come so close--and this
woman with her sordid wailing had scattered them.
“I’m a savage, a beast, but I got to ask her to get out--this very
minute,” resolved Sophie. But before she could summon the courage to
do what she wanted to do, there was a timid knock at the door, and the
wizened little Fannie, her face streaked with tears, stumbled in.
“The inspector said it’s a lie. I ain’t yet fourteen,” she
whimpered.
Hanneh Breineh paled. “Woe is me! Sent back from the shop? God
from the world--is there no end to my troubles? Why didn’t you hide
yourself when you saw the inspector come?”
“I was running to hide myself under the table, but she caught me and
she said she’ll take me to the Children’s Society and arrest me and
my mother for sending me to work too soon.”
“Arrest me?” shrieked Hanneh Breineh, beating her breast. “Let
them only come and arrest me! I’ll show America who I am! Let
them only begin themselves with me!... Black is for my eyes ... the
groceryman will not give us another bread till we pay him the bill!”
“The inspector said ...” The child’s brow puckered in an effort
to recall the words.
“What did the inspector said? Gotteniu!” Hanneh Breineh wrung her
hands in passionate entreaty. “Listen only once to my prayer! Send
on the inspector only a quick death! I only wish her to have her own
house with twenty-four rooms and each of the twenty-four rooms should
be twenty-four beds and the chills and the fever should throw her from
one bed to another!”
“Hanneh Breineh, still yourself a little,” entreated Sophie.
“How can I still myself without Fannie’s wages? Bitter is me! Why
do I have to live so long?”
“The inspector said ...”
“What did the inspector said? A thunder should strike the
inspector! Ain’t I as good a mother as other mothers? Wouldn’t I
better send my children to school? But who’ll give us to eat? And
who’ll pay us the rent?”
Hanneh Breineh wiped her red-lidded eyes with the corner of her apron.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account