Jewish fiction; Jews -- New York (State) -- New York -- Fiction; Lower East Side (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Short stories
“How can I rest when my choked-in thoughts tear me to pieces? I need
school more than a starving man needs bread.”
Yetta’s eyes brooded over me. Suddenly a light broke. “I got an
idea. There’s a new school for greenhorns where they learn them
anything they want ...”
“What--where?” I raised myself quickly, hot with eagerness. “How
do you know from it--tell me only--quick--since when--”
“The girl next door by my house--she used to work by cigars--and now
she learns there.”
“What does she learn?”
“Don’t get yourself so excited. Your eyes are jumping out from your
head.”
I fell back weakly: “Oi weh! Tell me!” I begged.
“All I know is that she likes what she learns better than rolling
cigars. And it’s called ‘School for Immigrant Girls.’”
“Your time is up. Another visitor is waiting to come in,” said the
nurse.
As Yetta walked out, my mother, with the shawl over her head, rushed in
and fell on my bed kissing me.
“Oi weh! Oi weh! Half my life is out from me from fright. How did all
happen?”
“Don’t worry yourself so. I’m nearly well already and will go
back to work soon.”
“Talk not work. Get only a little flesh on your bones. They say they
send from the hospital people to the country. Maybe they’ll send
you.”
“But how will you live without my wages?”
“Davy is already peddling with papers and Bessie is selling
lolly-pops after school in the park. Yesterday she brought home already
twenty-eight cents.”
For all her efforts to be cheerful, I looked at her pinched face and
wondered if she had eaten that day.
Released from the hospital, I started home. As I neared Allen Street,
the terror of the dark rooms swept over me. “No--no--I can’t
yet go back to the darkness and the stinking smells,” I said to
myself. “So long they’re getting along without my wages, let
them think I went to the country and let me try out that school for
immigrants that Yetta told me about.”
So I went to the Immigrant School.
A tall, gracious woman received me, not an employee, but a
benefactress.
The love that had rushed from my heart toward the Statue in the
Bay, rushed out to Mrs. Olney. She seemed to me the living spirit of
America. All that I had ever dreamed America to be shone to me out of
the kindness of her brown eyes. She would save me from the sordidness
that was crushing me I felt the moment I looked at her. Sympathy and
understanding seemed to breathe from her serene presence.
I longed to open my heart to her, but I was so excited I didn’t know
where to begin.
“I’m crazy to learn!” I gasped breathlessly, and then the very
pressure of the things I had to say choked me.
An encouraging smile warmed the fine features.
“What trade would you like to learn--sewing-machine operating?”
“Sewing-machine operating?” I cried. “Oi weh!” I shuddered.
“Only the thought ‘machine’ kills me. Even when I only look
on clothes, it weeps in me when I think how the seams from
everything people wear is sweated in the shop.”
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