He repeats the last two lines twice and draws a deep breath. "How
right!" he cries. "How absolutely right! Lord! It's astonishing how that
old bird Tennyson got the goods!"
* * * * *
After that Dickson leaves him and wanders among the thickets on the edge
of the Huntingtower policies above the Laver glen. He feels childishly
happy, wonderfully young, and at the same time supernaturally wise.
Sometimes he thinks the past week has been a dream, till he touches the
sticking-plaster on his brow, and finds that his left thigh is still a
mass of bruises and that his right leg is wofully stiff. With that the
past becomes very real again, and he sees the Garple Dean in that stormy
afternoon, he wrestles again at midnight in the dark House, he stands
with quaking heart by the boats to cut off the retreat. He sees it all,
but without terror in the recollection, rather with gusto and a modest
pride. "I've surely had a remarkable time," he tells himself, and then
Romance, the goddess whom he has worshipped so long, marries that
furious week with the idyllic. He is supremely content, for he knows
that in his humble way he has not been found wanting. Once more for him
the Chavender or Chub, and long dreams among summer hills. His mind
flies to the days ahead of him, when he will go wandering with his pack
in many green places. Happy days they will be, the prospect with which
he has always charmed his mind. Yes, but they will be different from
what he had fancied, for he is another man than the complacent little
fellow who set out a week ago on his travels. He has now assurance of
himself, assurance of his faith. Romance, he sees, is one and
indivisible....
Below him by the edge of the stream he sees the encampment of the
Gorbals Die-Hards. He calls and waves a hand, and his signal is
answered. It seems to be washing day, for some scanty and tattered
raiment is drying on the sward. The band is evidently in session, for it
is sitting in a circle, deep in talk.
As he looks at the ancient tents, the humble equipment, the ring of
small shockheads, a great tenderness comes over him. The Die-Hards are
so tiny, so poor, so pitifully handicapped, and yet so bold in their
meagreness. Not one of them has had anything that might be called a
chance. Their few years have been spent in kennels and closes, always
hungry and hunted, with none to care for them; their childish ears have
been habituated to every coarseness, their small minds filled with the
desperate shifts of living.... And yet, what a heavenly spark was in
them! He had always thought nobly of the soul; now he wants to get on
his knees before the queer greatness of humanity.
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