United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction
that two important events must occur before anything I could say or do
would be of any use. The abominable war between England and the United
States must cease, and I must become possessed of a competence to
support a wife as I felt Madeline ought to be supported.
I had not been long in the house before the news of my arrival had
spread among our friends and neighbours. Many came in to see the
long-absent sailor, as the ladies called me, and some to inquire about
their relatives, my old shipmates and comrades. Of too many, unhappily,
I could give but a bad account. Some had died of fever, others had been
killed fighting with the enemy, and many, knocked up by hard work and
disease, would, I thought, never return, or, if they found their way
home, it would be but to die. I tried, however, to make the best of all
the accounts I had to give, but I strained my conscience not a little a
times to do so. This was a moral cowardice, I own. I could not stand
the tears and sorrowful faces of friends when I would have wished to
have had smiles and laughter. Still there can be no doubt that the
truth should be spoken on all occasions, and I should, at every cost,
have had it out at once. After all, the worst was to have to tell poor
Tom that his mother was dead. For the life of me I could not do it, so
I got Jane to go and break the sad news to him. I knew that the good
girl would do it as gently as it could be done. She screwed up her
courage, and went into the kitchen and sat down, and began to tell him
how she was always talking of him, and hoping that he was a good lad,
and then how ill she had been. At last Tom got up--
"Oh, Miss Jane!" said he, almost choking, "I know by your looks what you
are going to tell me. Bless you for your kindness. The old lady has
gone to heaven; that's it, I know. She was a good mother to me, and I
don't care who knows, I would sooner by half have died myself. Bless
you, miss! Bless you, miss!"
Then Tom sat down, and, putting his hands on the kitchen table, hid his
face in them, and by the working of his brawny shoulders I knew how much
he was affected. We left him to the care of our old cook, Betsy
Treggle, who, we knew, could minister to his sorrow better than we
could, and returned into the parlour.
"Sailors have got hearts, I see," observed my mother.
"I should think so, mother," said I; "the sea does not wash them away;
and yet there isn't a braver fellow ever stepped the deck of a ship than
the same Tom Rockets, who seems to be almost pumping his heart out
yonder."
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