"I felt as if I had buried it. I said to myself: 'If the time ever comes when I can disinter these relics and show them to my husband, without a pang or fear, as mementoes of a dead and almost forgotten folly, he shall destroy them, and I shall have gained a victory that will insure my lifelong happiness.'" "And that time has never arrived." She would have spoken, but her tongue proved traitorous. She crimsoned and was silent. Lewis smiled drearily. "You see that I know you better than you do yourself. It is well, as you have said, that I know all at last. I pity you! If I could, I would release you from your bondage. As it is, I will do all that I can for this end." "Never!" cried Sarah, shuddering. "Have you forgotten our child?" "I have not!" His voice shook for a second. "She is all that unites us now. For the sake of her future--her good name--an open separation ought to be avoided, if possible--if it be inevitable, your conduct must not be the ostensible cause. To quiet malicious tongues, you must remain here awhile longer under your mother's care. To accomplish the same end, I must appear once more in public, and on apparently friendly terms with--your brother-in-law. When your mother returns to the city, you had best go, too, and to your own house. Your brother Robert is now sixteen years old--steady and manly enough to act as your protector. Invite him to stay with you, and also Jeannie, if you find it lonely." "What are you saying? Where will you be that you speak of my choosing another protector?" "A very important one I have proved myself to be!" he returned, with the same sad smile. "I have not been able to shield you from invidious reports; still less to save you from yourself. I sail for Europe day after to-morrow." "Lewis, you will not! If you ever loved me, do not desert me and our child now! I will submit to any punishment but this!" She clung anew to his knees as she poured out her prayer. Not a month ago she had turned pale with fright at the suggestion of this voyage. It was sheer acting then! why not now? "Objections are useless!" he said. "My arrangements are made. I have passed my word." "But you will not leave me in anger! Say that you will forgive me! that you will return soon, and this miserable night be forgotten!" "Shall I tell you when I will return?" He raised her head, and looked straight into her eyes. "When you write to me, and tell me that you have destroyed the love-tokens in that box; when you bid me come back for your sake--not for our child's! Until then, I shall believe that my presence would be irksome to you. It is necessary for our house to have a resident partner in England. It is my expectation to fill that place for some time to come; it shall be for you to say how long."