"But death came at last in an appalling shape."
"Yes; his forty-sixth birth day found him sitting at home in his
arm-chair, with his friends around him. But the rare old wine,--he
always drank the best,--touched not the sick-man's lips that night. His
wonted humor was gone. Of all his 'jibes, his gambols, his songs, his
flashes of merriment, that were wont to set the table on a roar, not
one now, to mock his own grinning!--quite chap-fallen.'--The
conversation was of death and the grave. And when one of his friends
said, that life was not the highest good, Hoffmann interrupted him,
exclaiming with a startling earnestness; 'No, no! Life, life, only
life! on any condition whatsoever!' Five months after this he had
ceased to suffer, because he had ceased to live. He died piecemeal. His
feet and hands, his legs and arms, gradually, and in succession, became
motionless, dead. But his spirit was not dead, nor motionless; and,
through the solitary day or sleepless night, lying in his bed, he
dictated to an amanuensis his last stories. Strange stories, indeed,
were they for a dying man to write! Yet such delight did he take in
dictating them, that he said to his friend Hitzig, that, upon the
whole, he was willing to give up forever the use of his hands, if he
could but preserve the power of writing by dictation. Such was his love
of life,--of what he called the sweet habitude of being!"
"Was it not he, who in his last hours expressed such a longing to
behold the green fields once more; and exclaimed; 'Heaven! it is
already summer, and I have not yet seen a single green tree!' "
"Yes, that was Hoffmann. Soon afterwards he died. The closing scene was
striking. He gradually lost all sensation, though his mind remained
vigorous. Feeling no more pain, he said to his physician; 'It will soon
be over now. I feel no more pain.' He thought himself well again; but
the physician knew that he was dying, and said; 'Yes, it will soon be
over!' The next morning he called his wife to his bed-side; and begged
her to fold his motionless hands together. Then, as he raised his eyes
to heaven, she heard him say, 'We must, then, think of God, also!' More
sorrowful words than these have seldom fallen from the lips of man.
Shortly afterwards the flame of life glared up within him; he said he
was well again; that in the evening he should go on with the story he
was writing; and wished that the last sentence might be read over to
him. Shortly after this they turned his face to the wall, and he died."
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