"One year after this event, I was appointed Professor of Biblical
Hermeneutics in Klagenfurt, and left the Abbey forever. In Klagenfurt I
remained ten years, dwelling in the same house, and eating at the same
table, with seventeen other professors. Their conversation naturally
suggestednew topics of study, and brought to my notice books, which I
had never before seen. One day I heard at table, that Maurus
Cappellari, a monk of Camaldoli, had been elected Pope, under the name
of Gregory Sixteenth. He was spoken of as a very learned man, who had
written many books. At this time I was a firm believer in the Pope's
infallibility; and when I heard these books mentioned, there arose in
me an irresistible longing to read them. I inquired for them; but they
were nowhere to be had. At length I heard, that his most important
work, The Triumph of the Holy See, and of the Church, had been
translated into German and published in Augsburg. Ere long the precious
volume was in my hands. I began to read it with the profoundest awe.
The farther I read, the more my wonder grew. The subject was of the
deepest interest to me. I could not lay the book out of my hand, till I
had read it through with the closest attention. Now at length my eyes
were opened. I saw before me a monk, who had been educated in an
Italian cloister; who, indeed, had read much, and yet only what was
calculated to strengthen him in the prejudices of his childhood; and
who had entirely neglected those studies upon which a bishop should
most rely, in order to work out the salvation of man. I perceived at
the same time, that this was the strongest instrument for battering
down the walls, which separate Christian from Christian. I saw, though
as yet dimly, the way in which the union of Christians in the one true
church was to be accomplished. I knew not whether to be most astonished
at my own blindness, that, in all my previous studies, I had not
perceived, what the reading of this single book made manifest to me; or
at the blindness of the Pope, who had undertaken to justify such
follies, without perceiving that at the same moment he was himself
lying in fatal error. But since I have learned more thoroughly the ways
of the Lord, I am now no more astonished at this, but pray only to
Divine providence, who so mysteriously prepares all people to be united
in one true church. I no longer believed in the Pope's infallibility;
nay, I believed even, that, to the great injury of humanity, he lay in
fatal error. I felt, moreover, that now the time had fully come, when I
should publicly show myself, and found in America a parish and a
school, and become the spiritual guide of men, and the schoolmaster of
children.
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