That night as he was sitting alone in his chamber, having made his
preparation to depart the following morning, his attention was arrested
by the sound of a female voice in the next room. A thin partition, with
a door, separated it from his own. He had not before observed that the
room was occupied. But, in the stillness of the night, the tones of
that voice struck his ear. He listened. It was a lady, reading the
prayers of the English Church. The tones were familiar; and awakened at
once a thousand painfully sweet recollections. It was the voice of Mary
Ashburton! His heart could not be deceived; and all its wounds began to
bleed afresh, like those of a murdered man, when the murderer
approaches. His first impulse was of affection only, boundless,
irrepressible, delirious, as of old in the green valley of Interlachen.
He waited for the voice to cease; that he might go to her, and behold
her face once more. And then his pride rose up within him, and rebuked
this weakness. He remembered his firm resolve; and blushed to find
himself so feeble. And the voice ceased; and yet he did not go. Pride
had so far gained the mastery over affection. He lay down upon his bed,
like a child as he was. All about him was silence, and the silence was
holy, for she was near; so near that he could almost hear the beating
of her heart. He knew now for the first time how weak he was, and how
strong his passion for that woman. His heart was like the altar of the
Israelites of old; and, though drenched with tears, as with rain, it
was kindled at once by the holy fire from heaven!
Towards morning he fell asleep, exhausted with the strong excitement;
and, in that hour when, sleep being "nigh unto the soul," visions are
deemed prophetic, he dreamed. O blessed visionof the morning, stay!
thou wert so fair! He stood again on the green sunny meadow, beneath
the ruined towers; and she was by his side, with her pale, speaking
countenance and holy eyes; and he kissed her fair forehead; and she
turned her face towards him beaming with affection and said, "I confess
it now; you are the Magician!" and pressed him in a meek embrace, that
he, "might rather feel than see the swelling of her heart." And then
she faded away from his arms, and her face became transfigured, and her
voice like the voice of an angel in heaven;--and he awoke, and was
alone!
It was broad daylight; and he heard the postilion, and the stamping of
horses' hoofs on the pavement at the door. At the same moment his
servant came in, with coffee, and told him all was ready. He did not
dare to stay. But, throwing himself into the carriage, he cast one look
towards the window of the Dark Ladie, and a moment afterwards had left
her forever! He had drunk thelast drop of the bitter cup, and now laid
the golden goblet gently down, knowing that he should behold it no
more!
No more! O how majestically mournful are those words! They sound like
the roar of the wind through a forest of pines!
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