Lesbians -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
They parted for work without more than a perfunctory goodby. Laura knew
it was going to be a rough day. She had had almost no sleep. And for the
first time since she took the job she didn’t even give a damn what
happened. She was too engrossed in herself and the urgent unnameable
feelings that plagued her. Not even the head start she had given herself
the night before encouraged her. It only reminded her of Burr and the
ugly quarrel they had had. The thought of her father, which usually
spurred her on, even on the darkest days, now filled her with a shaky
apprehension and so engaged her mind that it was hard for her to think
about anything else.
Bombshells fell around her all day. Marcie called in tears at ten to say
she couldn’t stand it any longer and wouldn’t Laura forgive her. And
Laura was forced to take time out, while Dr. Hagstrom was in the room,
to reassure her. Marcie wouldn’t be put off; there was no help for it.
Sarah reminded her that they were all going out for dinner that night.
They had arranged to meet Jack and Carl Jensen at a small bar a couple
of blocks away for cocktails and to go on from there. It wasn’t until
Sarah mentioned it that Laura even remembered it, and then she was
dismayed.
Just before lunch, Jack called.
“Laura,” he said firmly, “what the hell are you trying to do to me?”
“Nothing. What’s the matter, Jack, can’t you make it tonight?”
“Tonight be damned. I’m liable to get skinned alive. Right _now_.”
“Did something go wrong with Terry?” Laura was startled into attention.
He paused a minute before answering, taken aback to hear his lover
mentioned right out on the phone. “No,” he said. “I spoil him rotten,
but that’s nothing new. Guess again.”
“Well, Jack, I don’t have time for guessing games, we’re—”
“I know, you’re behind. Burr told me you stayed late last night to catch
up.”
“Burr told you? Oh!” Suddenly she remembered. “What’s the matter with
me?”
“You tell me. I’d like to know. Burr was real sweet. He told me I was a
lousy bastard and no friend of his, and I could take my psychoanalysis
and cram it. Oh, he told me some very interesting things. He told me
you’re queer and you’re perverting Marcie, and you two are lovers, and
Marcie sicked the cops on him last night, and God knows what else. Would
you care to explain to me what the hell is going on? Just so I won’t put
my foot in my mouth? You know how it is.” There was the forgiveness in
his bitter humor and it made her miserable.
“Jack, I’m so terribly sorry,” she said. “I blurted out something about
the way you felt about Burr and Marcie. I was trying to calm him down. I
should have known better. He was out of his mind.”
“Since when are you and Marcie lovers?”
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