Lesbians -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
Carl Jensen was a clean cut young man, very fair with freckled skin. He
engaged Sarah in conversation right away; it was a part of what he
considered good technique to get a girl talking, and he wasted no time.
Jack and Laura had dinner with them, but Jack was obviously chafing to
get away. They hadn’t even finished their after-dinner coffee before he
was whispering in Laura’s ear, “Let’s get the hell out of here.” Laura,
who was almost wordless through dinner, agreed.
Jack did the dirty work. He told them a joke, he made them laugh, and
then he said he had a meeting the next day up in Albany. Very
unexpected. Would they mind, etc.
They were a little startled, Jensen especially, for he had expected Jack
and Laura to stick with him and lend moral support through the
evening—but they replied, almost together, “No, go ahead. We don’t
mind.”
As soon as they were in the street Jack sighed, “God. I couldn’t have
stood another minute of it. Straight people are so depressing.”
Laura smiled at him and noticed for the first time that evening how
tired and worried he looked. She was so wound up in Laura Landon that
nobody’s troubles counted for her but her own. But now she saw Jack’s
anxiety and she was afraid she had caused it. She started to apologize.
“Jack, I want you to know ...” she began.
“Skip it.”
“Please.”
“I said skip it.” And his voice was harsh enough to hurt her.
They walked along in silence for a minute and finally Laura said, “Jack,
I have to talk. I feel awful about it. I saw my father last night. He
saw me, too. I don’t know what came over me. I’ve never been so
terrified in my life, as if he were the devil and I had to get away from
him. I ran all the way to the subway. I think I was hysterical.”
He looked at her and then he sighed. “Everybody’s hysterical. Even me.”
“There was an old colored lady there. In the rest room. She said
something I didn’t understand then, but I’ve been thinking about it. She
said everybody is a stranger in this world until he finds a little love.
That’s the most important thing.”
“Wise lady,” Jack said.
They walked without talking for half a block. “How’s Terry?” Laura
asked.
“He needs a spanking. I act like a lovesick cow with him. I can’t help
it. I know I’m doing it, and I can’t help it. He laughs at me.” Jack
looked at the pavement as he walked, his hands shoved into his pockets.
“Mother,” he said slowly. “Do you want to get back in my good graces?”
“I do,” she said gently. “Yes. I do.”
“Well,” he said, and stopped walking. She stopped beside him and saw
that he was embarrassed. “This is a rotten thing to do. But I’d do it
for you, bear that firmly in mind.” He poked her chest between her
breasts, as if he were making a point with a fellow business man. It was
intended to lighten the atmosphere a little, but the atmosphere was too
heavy already.
“I’ll help you, Jack, you know I will. Any way I can. You’ve been so
wonderful to me. I don’t know what I would have done.”
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