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An hour--two--nine--eleven--the Captain might have been running so a
week, and VB would not have known. His mind was not on time, not on his
horse. He had ceased to think beyond the recognition of a craving, a
craving that he did not fight but encouraged, nursed, teased--for it
was going to be satisfied!
The stallion's pace began to slacken. He wearied. The bellows lungs,
the heart of steel, the legs of tireless sinew began to feel the strain
of that long run. The run waned to a gallop, and the gallop to a trot.
There his breathing becoming easier, he blew loudly from his nostrils
as though to distend them farther and make way for the air he must have.
VB realized this dully but his heeding of that devilish inner call had
taken him so far from his more tender self, from his instinctive desire
to love and understand, that he did not follow out his comprehension.
"Go it, boy!" he muttered. "It's all I'll ask of you--just this one
run."
And the Captain, dropping an ear back for the word, leaned to the task,
resuming the steady, space-eating gallop mile after mile. All the way
into Ranger they held that pace. In the last mile the stallion stumbled
twice, but after both breaks in his stride ran on more swiftly for many
yards, as though to make up to his master for the jolting the half
falls gave him. He was a bit unsteady on those feet as he took the turn
and dropped down the low bank into the river. They forded it in a
shimmer of silver as the horse's legs threw out the black water to be
frozen and burnished by the light of the moon. The stallion toiled up
the far bank at a lagging trot, and on the flat VB pulled the panting
animal down to a walk.
Oh, VB, it was not too late then, had you only realized it! Your ideal
was still there, more exemplary than ever before, but you could not
recognize it through those eyes which saw only the red of a wrecking
passion! You had drained to the last ounce of reserve the strength of
that spirit you had so emulated, which had been as a shining light, an
unfaltering candle in the darkness. It was stripped bare before you as
that splendid animal gulped between breaths. Could you have but seen!
Could something only have _made_ you see! But it was not to be.
VB had forgotten the Captain. In the face of his wretched weakening the
stallion became merely a conveyance, a convenience, a means for
stifling the neurotic excitement within him. He forgot that this thing
he rode represented his only achievement--an achievement such as few
men ever boast.
He guided the stallion to a half-wrecked log house south of the road,
dismounted, and stood a moment before the shack, his glittering eyes on
the squares of light yonder under the rising hill. He heard a faint
tinkling from the place, and a voice raised in laughter.
As he watched, a mounted man passed between him and the yellow glare.
In a moment he saw the man enter the saloon door.
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