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His hoarse voice mounted and he stood backed against the far wall,
fists clenched and stiff arms upraised. She took a faltering step
toward him.
"Don't!" she begged. "You are--you--"
But he was gone into the night, banging the door behind him, while the
girl leaned against her piano and let the tears come.
He was not worthy! He loved; she knew he loved; she had come to meet
that great binding, enveloping emotion willingly, frank with the joy of
it, as became her fine nature. Then he had run from her, and for her
own sake! All the ordeals he had been through in those last months were
as brief, passing showers compared with the tempest that raged in him
as he rode through the night; and it continued through the hours of
light and of darkness for many days. Young VB was a man who feared his
own love, and beyond that there can be no greater horror.
He sought solace in the Captain, in driving himself toward the high
mark he had set out to attain, but the ideal exemplified in the noble
animal seemed more unattainable than ever and he wondered at times if
the victory he sought were not humanly impossible. The knowledge that
only by conquering himself could he keep his love for Gail Thorpe
unsullied never left him, and beside it a companion haunter stalked
through and through his consciousness--the fact that they had declared
themselves to each other. He was carrying not alone the responsibility
of reclaiming his own life; he must also answer for the happiness of a
woman!
In those days came intervals when he wondered if this thing were really
love. Might it not be something else--a passing hysteria, a reaction
from the inner battle? But he knew it was a love stronger than his
will, stronger than his great tempter, stronger than the prompting to
think of the future when he saw the Thorpe automobile coming up the
road that spring day on the first trip the girl had made to the ranch
that year. And under the immense truth of the realization he became
bodily weak.
Doubt of his strength, too, became more real, more insistent than it
had ever been; its hateful power mingled with the thirst, and his heart
was rent. What if that love should prove stronger than this discretion
which he had retained at such fearful cost, and drag him to her with
the stigma he still bore and wreck her!
Gail saw the constraint in him the instant she left the car, and though
their handclasp was firm and long and understanding, it sobered her
smile.
She tried to start him talking on many things as they sat alone in the
log house, but it was useless. He did not respond. So, turning to the
subject that had always roused him, that she knew to be so close to his
heart, she asked for the Captain.
"In the corral," said VB, almost listlessly. "We'll go out."
So they went together and looked through the gate at the great animal.
The Captain stepped close and stretched his nose for Gail to rub,
pushing gently against her hand in response.
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