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The young chap arose then to follow the suggestion, but ignored the
query. He went to the cupboard and brought back a handful of the beans,
the cowman's poker chips. His hand was waiting for him.
"Good deal?" Jed asked.
VB shook his head. "Not better than a couple."
"O-ho, I'm better off!" and Jed slammed down the ace of hearts.
VB leaned low and played the four-spot, almost viciously, gritting his
teeth to force his mind into the game. It rebelled, told him the
uselessness of such things, the hopelessness before him, tried to play
on the aridness of his throat. But for the moment his will was strong
and he followed the game as though gambling for a life.
Suddenly the thought surged through him that he was gambling for a
life--his _own_ life, and possibly for a woman's life!
Jed made his points, and again, on his own bid, he swept up the coffee
counters. Then he took off his glasses and laid them aside with another
yawn.
VB wanted to cry aloud to him to keep on playing; he wanted to let Jed
Avery know all that the simple, foolish little game of cards meant to
him. But somehow his waning faith had taken with it the power to
confide.
Jed made four inexcusable blunders in playing that hand, and each time
his muttered apologies became shorter. When the hand was over and he
had won a point he did not notice that the boy failed to give him the
counter.
VB dealt, picked up his cards, and waited for the bid. But Jed's chin
was on his breast, one hand lay loosely over the scattered cards before
him; the other hung at his side limply. His breath came and went
regularly. Sleep had stolen in on VB's final stand!
Oh, if Jed Avery had only known! If his kindly old heart had only read
VB better, divining the difference between calm and peace! For a long
time VB looked at the old man, his breath gradually quickening, the
flame in his eyes growing sharper, more keen, as the consuming fire in
him ate away the last barriers of resistance. Once his gaze went to the
candle, burning so low against the bottle, yet so brightly, its molten
wax running down and adding to the incrustment. He stared wanly at the
bright little beacon and shook his head, terror wiping out the vestiges
of a smile.
Action! That was what he wanted! Action! He must move or lose his mind
and babble and scream! He must move and move rapidly--as rapidly as the
rush of those thoughts through his inflamed mind.
He trembled in every limb as he sat there, realizing the need for
bodily activity.
And yet, guilefully, craftily, softly, that voice down within him told
that action could be of only one sort, could take him only in one
direction. It whined and wheedled and gave him a cowardly assurance,
made him lie in his own thoughts; made him cautious in his sneaking
determination, for he knew any question Jed might ask would bring
frenzy.
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