“I am an extraordinary person,” she resumed. “My resolution has always been the admiration of every one who knew me. But my mind feels--how shall I express it?--a little vacant. Have mercy on my poor wicked soul! Help me.” “How can I help you?” “I want to recollect. Something happened in the summer time, when we were talking at Netherwoods. I mean when that impudent master at the school showed his suspicions of me. (Lord! how he frightened me, when he turned up afterward at Sir Jervis’s house.) You must have seen yourself he suspected me. How did he show it?” “He showed you my locket,” Emily answered. “Oh, the horrid reminder of the murder!” Mrs. Rook exclaimed. “_I_ didn’t mention it: don’t blame Me. You poor innocent, I have something dreadful to tell you.” Emily’s horror of the woman forced her to speak. “Don’t tell me!” she cried. “I know more than you suppose; I know what I was ignorant of when you saw the locket.” Mrs. Rook took offense at the interruption. “Clever as you are, there’s one thing you don’t know,” she said. “You asked me, just now, who the pocketbook belonged to. It belonged to your father. What’s the matter? Are you crying?” Emily was thinking of her father. The pocketbook was the last present she had given to him--a present on his birthday. “Is it lost?” she asked sadly. “No; it’s not lost. You will hear more of it directly. Dry your eyes, and expect something interesting--I’m going to talk about love. Love, my dear, means myself. Why shouldn’t it? I’m not the only nice-looking woman, married to an old man, who has had a lover.” “Wretch! what has that got to do with it?” “Everything, you rude girl! My lover was like the rest of them; he would bet on race-horses, and he lost. He owned it to me, on the day when your father came to our inn. He said, ‘I must find the money--or be off to America, and say good-by forever.’ I was fool enough to be fond of him. It broke my heart to hear him talk in that way. I said, ‘If I find the money, and more than the money, will you take me with you wherever you go?’ Of course, he said Yes. I suppose you have heard of the inquest held at our old place by the coroner and jury? Oh, what idiots! They believed I was asleep on the night of the murder. I never closed my eyes--I was so miserable, I was so tempted.” “Tempted? What tempted you?” “Do you think I had any money to spare? Your father’s pocketbook tempted me. I had seen him open it, to pay his bill over-night. It was full of bank-notes. Oh, what an overpowering thing love is! Perhaps you have known it yourself.” Emily’s indignation once more got the better of her prudence. “Have you no feeling of decency on your death-bed!” she said.