I've Been Thinking; or, the Secret of SuccessRoe, A. S. (Azel Stevens)
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I've Been Thinking; or, the Secret of Success
Roe, A. S. (Azel Stevens)
Conduct of life -- Fiction; Diligence -- Fiction; Success -- Fiction
'Oh, no call, sister dear! I am only going to the store. You know I lost
my thimble the other evening, and I thought I would get another before
Sam comes; he might want me to do something, and I should be sorry to
say I had no thimble.'
A deep blush spread all over Mary's white neck, and temples, and
forehead; the rich rose of her cheeks seemed, of an instant, to have
sent its crimson hue in all directions. Had Mary equivocated? Not in
the least; she had never learned that art. Was not the errand a lawful
one? Certainly it was; she told the truth in all its simplicity. She
wanted a thimble, and was going for that, and with no other motive
whatever.
It was simply a flash of truth that crossed her mind--it was elicited by
the remark of her sister in reference to her dress. Susan meant nothing
in particular; nor had Mary, until then, an idea that she meant any
thing in particular by what she had done.
We must look into things a little, however, while Mary is on her way to
the store; for she smiled, slipped on her bonnet, and was off.
Mary was but a few years since a laughing, little romping girl, and she
had grown up in great intimacy with a very staid and rather good-looking
boy. She had sat on his lap, walked with him by the shore hand in hand,
looking for pretty stones and shells; played hide-and-seek with him, in
company with her brother and sister, among the rocks by moonlight, and
even kissed him just as she did Sam, and thought no harm of it. She has,
to be sure, long since, eschewed all such things, and stands now upon
her womanly dignity. But this boy, although grown up to manhood, has not
grown out of her interest. When the playfulness of childhood passed
away, as by right it should, other feelings began to take its place. A
deep respect for his fine character, which shone brighter and brighter
as he grew up; an admiration of his manly appearance; a feeling of
gratitude for the kind interest he took in her brother; a desire to do
whatever she heard him say he liked; in fine, to assimilate her views
and feelings, her tastes and pleasures, to his, was the unconscious
desire of her heart.
But did any body know this? Not a human being. A mother's searching eye
may possibly at times have discerned a glimmering of the truth; but if
so, she had kept it to herself.
Did Mary know this? No, not as the truth itself must say she did; it was
a secret, within what she could see of her little heart, into which no
human eye had yet pried; but there it was. It did sometimes betray
itself a little--a very little: that blush which seemed to come without
a cause, which sent her off so quickly from observation, was just a
token that she was a little conscious--only a little--how the matter
stood.
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