I've Been Thinking; or, the Secret of SuccessRoe, A. S. (Azel Stevens)
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I've Been Thinking; or, the Secret of Success
Roe, A. S. (Azel Stevens)
Conduct of life -- Fiction; Diligence -- Fiction; Success -- Fiction
'And you have known this, George, a long time, and have been bearing the
trouble all alone in your own breast. Why have you done this, and not
let me be a sharer of your sufferings?'
'Oh, Mary, how could I do it? It was out of your power to stop the
torrent I have been contending against, and I could not bear to disturb
your quiet.'
'My dear George, how little do you understand of a woman's love; bright
and pleasant things do not always satisfy its warm desire. I had rather
suffer with you, and for you, my dear husband, the sharpest pangs, and
feel the direst vicissitudes of life, if I could only prove to you, how
much dearer to me is your love than all things else on earth.'
As she said this her eyes were filled with tears, and told so truly with
the words she had just uttered, all the meaning of her soul, that he
clasped her to his bosom.
'My love, my life, my heart's richest treasure! may God bless you for
all the comfort you have been to me, and for all you are now.'
Sorrow, thou child of sin, strong and terrible as is thy power, and
crushing as is the weight of thy hand when pressed on no worms of the
dust, yet know thou, there is an antidote, a precious gift of Heaven,
when by man's sin all blessings which his God had given were justly
forfeited--this antidote is love; when fixed on God, it bows the spirit
into childlike confidence, clinging closer to the heavenly hand the
heavier the blow. And when two kindred souls on earth have merged their
hopes, their fears, their interests, their warm desires, their whole
hearts' sympathies in one strong true embrace, there is so much of
heaven's own happiness in it, that spite of all the anguish under which
at times they bow, this sweet and subtile charmer steals within, spreads
a calm upon the bosom of the waters, hushes all to peace, and bids them
still be happy.
And now she sits beside him, and he tells her all his strange trials,
and how dark his prospects are.
'It must all go, Mary.'
'Well, my dear husband, let it all go; your own sweet spirit is
unstained by one wrong or mean act; you have never withheld a righteous
due; you have never ground the face of the poor; you have never
triumphed over those beneath you; you have rather tried to raise them to
your own level: and now let poverty come, it cannot sink our spirits, so
long as there is no blot on your fair fame, and no stain on your
conscience.'
Rutherford was manly in his feelings, but he could not repress his
starting tears. His lovely wife, without a sigh, had let go all that
wealth could hold out to her, and only thought of her husband's virtues.
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