I've Been Thinking; or, the Secret of SuccessRoe, A. S. (Azel Stevens)
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I've Been Thinking; or, the Secret of Success
Roe, A. S. (Azel Stevens)
Conduct of life -- Fiction; Diligence -- Fiction; Success -- Fiction
David Cross listened to these suggestions of his father, outrageous as
they were, with no little interest. He loved Hettie, or at least he
thought he did; but brought up and educated as he had been, he could
have no very correct idea of those pure and delicate feelings which
constitute true love: he supposed that he could make her happy, and felt
every disposition to do so. His interview with her the day before had
not been as satisfactory as he had wished. He had never before doubted
that she would willingly accept him, and had always looked upon her as
appropriated to himself; to be thus disappointed, was not by any means
grateful to his uncurbed will and unsubdued passions. It produced an
unhappy effect upon his mind--a sort of determination to get her into
his power; and he meant it in kindness too, for he was sure that he
could make her happy.
As his father, therefore, unfolded to him a way that his wish could be
accomplished, he eagerly caught at it, and even then resolved that she
should be his.
The meeting between William Andrews and his mother was almost too much
for the old lady; she ever had loved him dearly, even through all her
harsh treatment of him. She had heard of his prosperity in his letters
home; he had told her that he was doing well, and the supplies of money
which he occasionally sent to her confirmed his statement. But she had
not expected such a change in his appearance. His manners and style of
dress, and the consideration which was paid to him, caused the old lady
at times to feel almost sad as well as proud. William, however, was
unchanged in his affection, and left nothing undone that could manifest
to her his filial respect and love. The old house was refitted in the
neatest manner, as she preferred living in that, she said, the rest of
her days, to any new one that could be built. She would have been too
happy, were it not that too many tokens of disease manifested
themselves, for a mother's eye not to discern that there was a worm at
the root of her gourd.
The health of William was not benefited by his native air; the languor
which oppressed him became more and more distressing, and the sunken
cheek and the hectic flush gave sad notice to the hearts that loved him
of his fatal malady. But his spirits retained their elasticity, and the
hope of returning health seemed to grow stronger in his own breast, as
it grew fainter in the hearts of his friends. He thought he should he
better soon; and thus from day to day he went about among the neighbours
who were now clustered in his native village, and rejoiced in the magic
change which every where met his eye. What hours of delightful converse
he enjoyed with those whose enterprise had given the first start to all
these new and pleasant scenes, and by whose aid he himself had broken
the chains of idleness and vice, and arisen to respectability and
independence.
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