I've Been Thinking; or, the Secret of SuccessRoe, A. S. (Azel Stevens)
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I've Been Thinking; or, the Secret of Success
Roe, A. S. (Azel Stevens)
Conduct of life -- Fiction; Diligence -- Fiction; Success -- Fiction
'Oh, I think you had better not go with me: it is something of a walk,
and as you have been at work so long, you will be tired.'
'No; I shan't be tired. But now, Sam Oakum, tell me what's the matter,'
at the same time taking hold of him. 'There is something the matter, I
know--you always tell me every thing.'
'I know I do, Ned; but somehow I do not like to tell you this. Haven't
you heard any thing.'
'_Heard_ any thing? No. Do you think we should not have been down to see
you, if we had known that any thing was the matter? But _do_ tell me,
Sam.'
'Father is in jail.'
'That's Grizzle.'
'Yes.'
Ned stooped and caught up a good-sized stone, and aiming it at another
still larger, sent it with such force that it was shivered into small
fragments. He then looked at Sam a moment, with his hands in his
pockets. He dared not speak, for his heart was aching so hard. It would
have been a great relief to have cried; but Ned never cried--he could do
any thing but that. He felt so much like it now though, as he kept his
eyes on Sam, who looked so sad and pale, that all at once he turned
short round, and walked away towards home; and Sam went on his way
toward the jail.
The two miserable beings who had filled the old jail with their ravings
through most of the night, were now asleep; and as Sam was admitted
again into the miserable room, he cast his eye upon them as they lay in
all their loathsomeness. Never before had he seen human nature in such
an appalling form--their garments filthy, and torn into shreds; their
hair, long and matted, lay over their faces and among the straw which
formed their bed; their faces bloated, bruised, and bloody. He shrunk
back involuntarily. He cast his eye to the further end of the room, and
it met the smile of his father. He hurried past these dreadful objects,
and placed his basket beside his pale and sorrow-stricken parent. Sam
started, when he saw how _very_ pale he looked, and how great a change
his countenance had undergone since he last saw the daylight shine upon
it. He took off the cloth which covered the basket, and upon that he
placed the good breakfast his mother had prepared; and then he saw his
father put his hands together, and that his eyes were closed, and his
lips moved. He had never known him to do so before. Could it be that he
was praying for a blessing, ere he tasted this token of love from
earthly dear ones and heaven's bounteous King? Oh, Sam! how little can
you realize the ordeal that parent has passed since the last setting
sun. But the agony that racked his spirit has purified it also; and it
has turned, 'trembling, hoping,' to its God. When years have passed, and
you shall stand by his dying bed, and walk in the church-yard where
rises the little mound of earth over the resting-place of his body, you
will think of this night, and you will bless God for his goodness to you
and your's.
'It is very good, Sam; and it is very kind in you all to think of me
so.'
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