I've Been Thinking; or, the Secret of SuccessRoe, A. S. (Azel Stevens)
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I've Been Thinking; or, the Secret of Success
Roe, A. S. (Azel Stevens)
Conduct of life -- Fiction; Diligence -- Fiction; Success -- Fiction
'I have wanted to see you very much, William, and to have a long talk
with you about many things; but I suppose you must be going, and I must
be back to my work. But, William, do you think you will like it in the
city? You know things are so different from what you have been used to.'
He was intending to be very stiff in all his bearing towards Hettie, but
he made awkward work of it. There was she, looking up into his face with
all her wonted interest, and how could he meet those eyes, and not
return their look of pure and kindly feeling? So he gave it up: all his
bad intentions flew off like mist, and his eye glanced as kindly as
hers, and his voice softened into the old tones of friendship.
'I know, Hettie, that they will be different; but I think I shall soon
get used to them, and then I feel like taking care of myself, and who
knows but I may get along as well as some others who go there, and come
back with plenty of money in my pocket? I think, then, that some of my
friends will not be ashamed to speak to me, or to acknowledge old
friendships.' And as William said this, he looked at Hettie with so much
meaning, that she could not mistake its reference to her.
'If you think, William, that your prosperity will make a difference in
the feelings of your friends towards you, or, at least, of some of them,
you are mistaken. You may succeed as you anticipate, or you may not; you
may return wealthy or poor, as you now are; if you only bring back as
true and kind a heart, William, you will find some to welcome you, who
will rejoice more in that, than in any great change in your
circumstances.'
And Hettie cast such a meaning in her look, too, as she fixed her eye
full upon him, that he could not mistake its reference either. He saw
the tears glistening in her mild eyes, and he could have done all manner
of things to himself for speaking as he did.
'Forgive me, Hettie, forgive me, if I have said any thing to trouble
you; I know that you, at least, will not be affected by my condition, if
my character is only good.'
'I cannot say any thing more about the future, William, than that I am
very sure I shall ever feel a deep interest in your welfare, and my
ardent prayer shall be, that you may be kept from the many evils which I
am told lurk around one going into the city, as you do, a stranger to
its temptations.'
'I know, Hettie, they say that I shall run a great risk in many ways,
and I feel that I need something to keep my mind fastened on that will
help me to avoid the evil, whatever it may be, and that will strengthen
me in doing right. You have been such a helper to me, Hettie; you know
from what a dreadful state you once delivered me; you have great power
over me. I am now going from you; will you not let me carry along with
me that promise which I have often asked? If you would only say that it
_might_ be one of these days, I should go away happy; the hope would be
like your presence with me.'
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