He went out without a word, and sat down on the window-seat, where the
banjo lay, still, and picked it up mechanically. He could see
Marjorie, now, with it in her hands, singing to it for the men--or,
sometimes, just for him. How gay she had been through everything, and
how plucky, and how sweet! And just because she was gay he had thought
she was selfish and fickle, and didn't care. And because she had never
said anything about how hard the work was, he had thought--he could
forgive himself even less for this--that it wasn't hard. Looking back,
he could see not one excuse for himself except in his carrying her off.
That might have worked all right, if he could have kept his temper. He
let his mind stray back over what might have been; suppose he had
accepted Logan's following her up here as just what it was--the whim of
a man in love with Marjorie. Suppose he had believed that Pennington
could kiss his wife's hand without meaning any harm; suppose, in fine,
that he had believed in Marjorie's desire and intention to do right,
even if she had been a coward for a few minutes to begin with?
Then--why, then--
By this time, perhaps, he could have won her back. If he had not laid
down the law to her--if he had not put her to the test. What business
had a man in love to make terms, anyhow? It was for him to accept what
terms Marjorie had chosen to make for him.
He flung himself down on his knees by the window-seat, heedless of any
one who might come or go.
"Oh, God," prayed Francis passionately, as he did everything. "Give me
another chance! Let her get well, and give me one little chance then
to have her forgive me! I don't care what else happens if that only
does!"
He did not know how long he knelt there, praying with such intensity
that he sprang aside when some one touched him on the shoulder.
"She's goin' to be all right in the long run," said Mrs. O'Mara. "I
gev' her a wee drink o' water, an' she kem to herself fur a minute.
An' I says, 'Me dear, where did ye git yer fever?' An' she says, 'The
swamp, I think. Don't I have to travel to-day? I'm in bed.' An' I
says, 'Not to-day nor anny day till ye want, me child,' and she turns
over an' snuggles down like a lamb. An' I've sponged her off with cool
water, an' she feels better, though she's off agin, an' I'm afraid the
fever'll be runnin' up on us before the doctor can git here."
"You mean she isn't sensible now?" demanded Francis, whose eyes had
lighted up with hope when she began to speak.
"Well, not so's ye could talk to her. An' ye might excite her. Them
they loves does often."
"Then I wouldn't," said Francis recklessly. "Oh, Mother O'Mara, I've
been such a brute----"
"Hush, hush now, don't ye be tellin' me. Sure we're all brutes wanst
in awhile. Ye feel that way because the child's sick. Now go out and
watch fer the doctor, or do annything else that'll amuse ye."
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