France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction
She was walking as in a dream. The mob did not exist for her; she heard
neither insult nor vituperation. She did not see the evil, dirty faces
pushed now and then quite close to her; she did not feel the rough hands
of the soldiers jostling her through the crowd: she had gone back to her
own world of romance, where she dwelt alone now with the man she loved.
Instead of the squalid houses of Paris, with their eternal device of
Fraternity and Equality, there were beautiful trees and shrubs of laurel
and of roses around her, making the air fragrant with their soft,
intoxicating perfumes; sweet voices from the land of dreams filled the
atmosphere with their tender murmur, whilst overhead a cloudless sky
illumined this earthly paradise.
She was happy--supremely, completely happy. She had saved him from the
consequences of her own iniquitous crime, and she was about to give her
life for him, so that his safety might be more completely assured.
Her love for him he would never know; now he knew only her crime, but
presently, when she would be convicted and condemned, confronted with a
few scraps of burned paper and a torn letter-case, then he would know
that she had stood her trial, self-accused, and meant to die for him.
Therefore the past few moments were now wholly hers. She had the rights
to dwell on those few happy seconds when she listened to the avowal of
his love. It was ethereal, and perhaps not altogether human, but it was
hers. She had been his divinity, his madonna; he had loved in her that,
which was her truer, her better self.
What was base in her was not truly her. That awful oath, sworn so
solemnly, had been her relentless tyrant; and her religion--a religion
of superstition and of false ideals--had blinded her, and dragged her
into crime.
She had arrogated to herself that which was God's alone--"Vengeance!"
which is not for man.
That through it all she should have known love, and learned its tender
secrets, was more than she deserved. That she should have felt his
burning kisses on her hand was heavenly compensation for all she would
have to suffer.
And so she allowed them to drag her through the sansculotte mob of
Paris, who would have torn her to pieces then and there, so as not to
delay the pleasure of seeing her die.
They took her to the Luxembourg, once the palace of the Medici, the home
of proud "Monsieur" in the days of the Great Monarch, now a loathsome,
overfilled prison.
It was then six o'clock in the afternoon, drawing towards the close of
this memorable day. She was handed over to the governor of the prison, a
short, thick-set man in black trousers and black-shag woollen shirt, and
wearing a dirty red cap, with tricolour rosette on the side of his
unkempt head.
He eyed her up and down as she passed under the narrow doorway, then
murmured one swift query to Merlin:
"Dangerous?"
"Yes," replied Merlin laconically.
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