“The discovery must be killing her,” said Hugh. “I wonder why she did
not tell you before you started.”
“I don’t pretend to know. She had her reasons. I am quite satisfied. I
could never put her into the dull category of common women. And to
think that that man--Cahusac, he can’t believe it of her. Some infernal
villainy is at work.”
He broke forth again. Cahusac quietly listened out the torrent of
indignation. It held elements of the rhapsodic that interested him.
They returned through the town. Hugh rushed into the telegraph office
and despatched a message:--
“_Are you mad? I am coming_.”
“I hope you have done nothing rash,” said Cahusac, who had waited for
him outside.
“I’ve told him that I am coming. I must go back straight, Cahusac. It is
treating you miserably. But you see I can’t go on. I must see him--put a
stop to this infamous business--drag him to his knees before his wife.”
“Take a sober man’s advice, Colman,” said the other, “and have it out
with Mrs. Merriam first.”
Hugh’s eyes flashed and his lips curled in a smile beneath his
moustache. Superfluous counsel! His heart hungered for her. There was a
spice of irony in his thanks.
A few hours later Cahusac accompanied him to the railway station. The
final adieux came.
“I owe you a great debt of gratitude, Cahusac,” said Hugh.
“I have enjoyed every minute of the holiday,” replied the other
heartily.
“So have I. It has made a fresh man of me. I can face this now, thanks
to you. If it had come on top of all the rest, I believe it would have
floored me. A man is only capable of a certain amount of convulsion at a
time.”
They parted, and the great P. L. M. train carried Hugh swiftly
northwards. He had spoken truly. He was under a deep obligation to the
quiet, kind-hearted man whose calm judgment and equable nature formed
a complete sedative to the fever of his mind, whose companionship was a
cool hand on a hot brow. A great need of expansion had been the reaction
from the intense restraint of the month preceding his trial. His
thoughts paid Cahusac grateful tribute.
A study of time-tables suddenly brought him to realisation of the date.
It was the anniversary of his wedding day. The first. It was scarcely
credible. The disastrous twelvemonth, viewed in retrospect, seemed a
space of many years. The memory of the first wedded kiss of Minna’s
young ripe lips came faintly as if from a far past, yet not without a
spasm of revulsion; the memory of a _succubus_. Elemental sex feelings,
determining hatred, bend a man’s judgment of a woman to elemental
fierceness. For this reason often are women beaten. He tried to shake
off the haunting sense of her caresses--to bury her existence in
oblivion. But she was too essential a factor in this ruin of lives
amongst which he was walking. What had become of her? He clenched his
hands together, and wished that she was dead.
Yet what was she doing? The petty and incongruous question teased him.
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