"Yes, but you would hate me if you knew the truth," she whispered
hoarsely. "Therefore I cannot tell you."
"Your secret cannot be of such a nature as to cause that, Liane," he
said quietly.
"It is. Even if I told you everything your help would not avail me.
Indeed, it would only bring to me greater pain and unhappiness," she
answered quickly.
"Our days of bliss have passed and gone, and with them all hope has
vanished. They were full of a perfect, peaceful happiness, because you
loved me with the whole strength of your soul, and I idolised you in
return. Hour by hour the remembrance of those never-to-be-forgotten
hours spent by your side comes back to me. I remember how quiet and
peaceful the English village seemed after the noise, rattle and
incessant chatter of a gay Continental town, how from the first moment
we met, I, already world-weary, commenced a new life. But it is all
past--all gone, and I have now only before me a world of bitterness and
despair." And she turned her pale face from his to hide the tears which
welled in her eyes.
"You say you were world-weary," he observed in a low tone. "I do not
wonder at it now that I know of your past."
"My past!" she gasped quickly. "What do you know of my past?"
"I know that your father was a gambler," he answered. "Ah! what a life
of worry and privation yours must have been, dearest. Yet you told me
nothing of it!"
She looked at him, but her gaze wavered beneath his.
"I told you nothing because I feared that you would not choose the
daughter of an adventurer for a wife," she faltered.
"It would have made no difference," he assured her. "I loved you."
"Yes," she sighed; "but there is a natural prejudice against women who
have lived in the undesirable set that I have."
"Quite so," he admitted. "Nevertheless, knowing how pure and noble you
are, dearest, this fact does not trouble me in the least. I am still
ready, nay, anxious, to make you my wife."
She shook her head gravely. Her hand holding her sunshade trembled as
she retraced the semicircle in the dust.
"No," she exclaimed at last. "If you would be generous, George, leave
me and return to London. In future I must bear my burden myself;
therefore, it is best that I should begin now. To remain here is
useless, for each time I see you only increases my sadness; each time we
meet brings back to me all the memories I am striving so hard to
forget."
"But I cannot leave you, Liane," he declared decisively. "You shall not
throw yourself helplessly into the hands of this unscrupulous man
without my making some effort to save you."
"It is beyond your power--entirely beyond your power," she cried,
dejectedly. "I would rather kill myself than marry him; yet I am
compelled to obey his will, for if I took my life in order to escape,
others must bear the penalty which I feared to face. No, if you love me
you will depart, and leave me to bear my sorrow alone."
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