Unlike these _declasse_ women, she hated play. The life was to her
detestable. She had, it was true, moved in their world, but, thanks to
her father's care, she had retained her goodness and purity, and had
never been of it. Well she knew the terrible tension each spin of that
little ivory roulette-ball caused among that eager crowd, an anxiety
which furrowed the brows, which caused the hands to tremble, and sapped
all youth and gaiety and life. She, although young and fair, had
witnessed life there in its every aspect. She had herself experienced
the terrible frenzy of excitement; she had felt the desperation of
abject despair. She had seen dozens, nay hundreds, come there rich and
respected, to depart broken and ruined; she had witnessed more than one
woman grow so desperate over her losses that she had fainted at the
table, and once beside her at that very table there had sat a man,
young, good-looking, and well-dressed, who lost and lost, and continued
to lose throughout the long, hot day, until with a low imprecation he at
length threw down his last hundred-franc note on the "impair." He lost,
then rose unsteadily from the table, while half-a-dozen others struggled
to obtain his place. An hour later she had risen and gone into the
garden to obtain air, but scarcely had she walked a dozen yards when two
attendants passed her by, carrying her fellow-gambler's lifeless form.
He had shot himself.
This tragic incident, by no means uncommon, though so frequently hushed
up, had so unnerved her that for many weeks her father could not induce
her to enter the Casino, but gradually, because with a gambler's belief
in talismans, he declared that when she accompanied him Fortune was
always on his side, she again went with him, to spend long, anxious,
breathless hours in the crowded place, where bright, happy girls staked
their five-franc pieces, just for the purpose of saying they had done
so, and rubbed shoulders with the most notorious of the _demi-monde_;
and where honest men, professional gamesters, blackmailers and
souteneurs all placed themselves on equal footing before the
green-covered shrine of their fickle goddess.
Monte Carlo resembles nothing. It is at the same time a paradise and a
hell, of hope and despair, of golden dreams and of hideous nightmares; a
place without laws, either physical or moral. Its surroundings are
delightful, nestling below the high bare Tete de Chien and the Mont de
la Justice, with the picturesque little town of Monaco perched upon its
bold prominent rock to the right, the green slopes of Cap Martin jutting
out into the sea on the left, and away far in the distance, yet clearly
defined, the purple Alps of Italy, while beyond the white-balustraded
terrace is a broad open expanse of clear blue sea. The centre of
elegance and corruption, of beauty and deformity, of wealth and vice, of
refinement and sin, it is in itself unique.
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