Illustrations of political economy, Volume 3 (of 9)Martineau, Harriet
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Illustrations of political economy, Volume 3 (of 9)
Martineau, Harriet
Didactic fiction, English; Political fiction, English; Social problems -- Fiction
Sullivan had provided himself with a supply of his own manufacture; but
he had no food. Dora hastened to bring him some while it was still dusk,
and she promised more at night, in case of his being unable to leave his
hiding place before that time. Sullivan joked on the chances of an old
man’s keeping soul and body together in such a place for twelve hours,
and promised to thank her heartily for food and warmth at night, barring
he was dead. He bade her not be scared at the soldiers if they should
cross-examine her this day; she was not his own daughter, he declared,
if she could not delude the ruffians, and save her own kith and kin at
their expense. Dora retired home to watch more nervously than ever,
since she was listening for her husband’s footstep from below; and to
meditate on the entanglements of these her kith and kin. Her father had
broken the law in the matter of the distillery, and her husband was
under ban for burning his late dwelling, for his share in the robbery of
the wreck, and probably for many more feats of whiteboyism, of which she
had yet heard nothing. Her own liabilities she did not for a moment
remember; yet the act of writing a threatening letter was uniformly
punished very severely, whenever the perpetrators could be discovered.
She stood in nearly as much jeopardy as her husband; and he knew it; and
the purpose of his intended visit of this day was to convey her to a
hiding. Her father was not aware of what she had done, and therefore
thought no more than herself of her being in any danger.
How often since being involved in these troubles had she sighed for an
opportunity of confession! It was long since she had eased her
conscience; and she felt it among the greatest of the sins the family
had committed, that they had cut themselves off from the services of
devotion, and what she thought the means of repentance. Again and again,
in her solitude, she had meditated a night expedition to Father Glenny’s
dwelling; but it was a step she dared not take without Dan’s
approbation; and he always put her off without an express permission. At
this crisis she was more than ever distressed at her own spiritual
state, and said to herself that her mind was so perplexed by her long
solitude, and her conscience so burdened with an accumulation of sins,
that she was not equal to what she might have to go through. Her
ingenuity and presence of mind were gone, and she felt that, at the
first question, she should betray either her conscience or her cause;
that is, that she should either tell a direct lie or the plain truth,
instead of being able to baffle and mislead, as she had been taught it
was meritorious to do, on such an occasion. She had not much time to
ponder her case.
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