Illustrations of political economy, Volume 3 (of 9)Martineau, Harriet
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Illustrations of political economy, Volume 3 (of 9)
Martineau, Harriet
Didactic fiction, English; Political fiction, English; Social problems -- Fiction
“God help me! and take me and my child where we may sleep in peace and
no waking! My mind is just going as it did one night before; and let it
go, if my child was but safe with its father. Little would it matter
then what became of me; for Dan and I shall never meet more. O! hush, my
child! hush! I could part with you for ever if I could only ease you
from wailing, and from this sore strife. There is a curse upon me, and
upon you while you live on my bosom. You never caress me, my child; you
struggle out of my grasp! Other babes clasp their mothers, but you push
me away. Well you may! God gave you free and strong limbs and an easy
breath; and ’tis I that have laid a withering curse on your flesh, and a
heavy load on your little breast. ’Tis I that have dropped poison in
your veins. You shall go, my child. I will bear to be haunted all my
days with your screams and your throes; I will bear to lie down without
you, and wake, feeling for you in vain; I will bear to fold my empty
arms when I see babes laughing in the sunshine, and wonder whether you
are playing on the sod or lying beneath it,—if I can free you from my
curse, and trust your little life to those who can nourish it better
than I. O hush! my child. Bear with me this last night! If I could but
see you but once more quiet, if you would only once lay your little hand
on my lips, if you would but look at me!—Again, again, again! your life
will be spent, my child; you will die before I can save you!—O,
neighbours! do ye think it’s my will that my child should suffer this
way? Do you think its cries do not pierce my ears more than yours? Is it
worse for you to lose a night’s sleep than for me to be parting with my
child for ever?”
The softened grumblers inquired the meaning of her words, and praised
her for intending to send the babe out of the gaol immediately, only
complaining that it had not been done long before. All were ready to
help her with suggestions how to dispose of it; none of which
suggestions, however, satisfied her.
All difficulty on this head was removed the next day by the appearance
of Father Glenny, who came, as he had done once or twice before, to
administer to the religious wants of several of his flock who had found
their way hither. He was shocked at the change in Dora since he last saw
her, and thought the child dying. He engaged at once to have it carried
out of the prison and conveyed into safe hands. Whose hands these were,
he could not disclose, as Sullivan’s retreat was made known to him under
the seal of confession, and the circumstances must not be revealed even
to the old man’s only child. Of Dan the priest had heard nothing. No one
had seen or heard of him since some days previous to Dora’s capture.
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