“It has been the amusement of your life, we have some reason to think:
but we have only too much cause to wish that hearts could be laid open
to man as they are to God, The greatest support that we have in God is
in being sure that he knows all; and if men could read us as thoroughly,
and be sure that they read aright, there would be an end of our
troubles. My father would be seen to have meant no mistake, and I to
have never had such a thought as cheating the king; and we should know
where Aaron is, and exactly why he went away. It seems to me that men
make almost every sin and trouble they suffer under; and that it is done
by making mysteries and laying snares for one another.”
Mrs. Le Brocq had hitherto looked rather less solemn than had been her
wont since the afflictions of the family began: but now her tears were
falling on her knitting needles, and Stephen overheard a little sob. He
entreated her not to vex herself, and to hope that all was well with
Aaron, and so forth. But this is not the kind of consolation which will
satisfy any mother’s heart; and Mrs. Le Brocq said so.
“If you would comfort me,” said she, “you must tell me where he is. How
should I believe that all is well with him when there is the sea where
he may be drowned, and the workhouse where he may find his way as a
beggar, and plenty of prisons where he may be shut up, and snares spread
every where for him to fall into? I never hear of any evil happening but
I think that he may be in it; and when I pray——”
“O, mother, hush! Don’t speak so, mother.”
“I say, child,—it may be a sin, but I can’t help it,—I have often lately
in my prayers fixed a time when I will despair of God’s mercy if my boy
does not come or send: and always as the time passes away, I do the same
thing again; and cannot set my mind either to give him up, or to hope
with any certainty to see him more. You are a good child to me, Anna;
and all that you say about trusting is very right; and I dare say it
comforts you, though I have overheard you crying in the night oftener
than you know of. But for myself I say, if you wish to comfort me, tell
me where Aaron is.”
“Well, then, I will tell you where he is,” cried Stephen, throwing away
his handywork. “I don’t know what I may get for it; but I can no more
help it than I could help telling anything to poor John Baker, when we
sat under a hedge, as I said, and he kept all his own secrets while I
was telling him all mine.”
Neither Anna nor her mother spoke a word. It had never occurred to them
that Stephen could know more of their nearest concerns than they did
themselves.
“I will tell you where he is,” continued Stephen, “and you may trust me
for knowing; for it was I that helped him off, and put him in the way of
a flourishing business. But you must promise me to tell nobody what I
say. That is, I suppose you must tell Le Brocq, but not till he has
engaged to let it go no farther.”
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