How strange it is that the inanimate objects with which people surround
themselves appear, even to strangers, to put on a different aspect
according to the mood of those whom they surround. It is quite as much
the case with the scenery of a house as with that which is not filled
and arranged by the hand of man. The natural landscape varies in its
aspects from other causes than the vicissitudes of clouds and sunshine.
There may be a human being sitting in the midst, through sympathy with
whose moods the observer may find the noon sunshine oppressive, or may
feel his spirit dance with the brook, or carol with the birds under the
murkiest sky. An infant’s glee at the lightning may almost make the
thunderstorm a sport; and the full moon may shed no light into the soul
of one who is watching with the mourner. So it is with the artificial
scenery of our houses. There are ague-fits of the spirit when the
crackling fire imparts no glow of mirth: and the coldest and dingiest of
apartments may, when illuminated with happy faces, put on something of
the light and warmth of a palace. Durell’s dwelling had always appeared
to Anna a very cheerful one,—with the employments of an active mistress
and a willing maid; Mary’s work-bag on the table, or its contents
scattered under a chair, as it might be: Jack’s toys heaped up in one
corner; drawings by the hands of many fair friends hung round the room;
and Durell’s flute lying with his music books and a few of the poets on
the book shelves. Thus were they arranged this evening; and there was a
small clear fire, and a sufficiency of light; and yet the aspect of the
apartment struck as deep a sense of gloom on Anna’s heart as the scene
of her father’s imprisonment had ever done. The children were not there;
Mary keeping by Betty’s side in the kitchen, officiously helping, in
order to escape being called to her work in the parlour; and Jack
slinking away as soon as his errand was discharged, to look for Stephen,
he said. There were only Mrs. Durell, hovering about her husband, with a
countenance in which there was as much terror as grief; and Durell
himself, in his easy chair, looking so wasted, and even decrepit, as to
make the Le Brocqs doubt, for a moment, whether he was the man they came
to see. Anna did not attempt to conceal that she was shocked, and asked
Mrs. Durell why she had not sent to their house for aid.
Her husband’s illness had come on so rapidly, she said, that she had
scarcely known what to do: and he had been so unwilling to see any
person whatever! Besides, it was only within a few hours that he had
sunk to what they saw him now. Every ten minutes lowered him; and,
notwithstanding what the doctor said, she did not know how to disbelieve
her husband when he declared himself that he was dying.
“His eye is not the eye of a dying man,” said Anna,—the only consolation
she could give. “Unless it has lighted up with our coming in——”
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