“Hope to live!” exclaimed Durell, contemptuously. “What should I hope
for? The only prospect that could ever have tempted me to make myself
one of their vile crew, they have blighted and blasted. They took care I
should know, after that election business, that I should never rise any
higher,—that the best I had to expect was to be graciously allowed,—in
return for promising not to think, but to be silent and obedient,—to go
on being a king’s spy and a trader’s tormentor for life,—to keep my wife
and children alive with scanty bread soaked in the tears of my degraded
and broken manhood. This is what they offered in return for my promising
not to think, but to be silent and obedient.”
“They little knew whom they were speaking to, indeed,” observed Anna.
“Did not they know they were speaking to a man? There are some men that
would sooner watch an ant-hill than a hidden distillery, and that think
of a lark’s nest when they wake in the morning, and are apt to be
looking out after the stars when they should be asleep: and there are
others that are never so happy as when they are smelling out soap, and
sending a panic before them. The rulers have nothing to do with these
men’s different tastes, as long as the poet and the meddler both do
their work. But both these, and all between them, are men: and it is a
foul crime to strip them of their sight and their strength,—of their
reason and their will: and if it be true that the service they are on
requires such outrage, it only follows that the service itself is foul.
If it would but please God to restore me my strength for a little while,
I would find a way yet to pull down their despotism upon their own
heads.”
He made an effort to rise, but the ground seemed unsteady beneath his
feet, and he sank down again.
“They have struck me a deeper blow still,” said he, “or you would not
see me as I am now. They have believed in my dishonour, on the
information of a scoundrel. They believe that you have bribed me.”
“That was the reason why my husband could not think of seeing you
before: the only reason,” Mrs. Durell was in haste to explain. “But it
is over now. They have turned him off, on what Mr. Studley said; and now
they want him to be thankful that he is not fined 500_l._ Thank God we
have done with them, I say. We shall be able——”
“We have not done with them. We shall not be able,” cried Durell. “The
hounds can hunt me out of my rest wherever I may choose to seek it. They
boast that they can. They give me notice that if ever I make an attempt
to serve my country, they shall bring out their evidence to prove me
incapable of ever holding any office or place of trust under the king.”
“But if they cannot do it, Mr. Durell?” suggested Anna.
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