and because it seemed utterly lost and hopeless of attainment and
capriciously denied to the seeker, a profound pity arose in the soul for
those who, like it, were seeking, but still in hope, for they had not
come to the vain end of their endeavors. I understood that such pity
is the last of the precious essences which make up the elixir of
immortality, and when it is poured into the cup it is ready for
drinking. And so it was with this soul which grew brilliant with the
passage of the eternal light through its new purity of self-oblivion,
and joyful in the comprehension of the mystery of the secret love,
which, though it has been declared many times by the greatest of
teachers among men, is yet never known truly unless the Mighty Mother
has herself breathed it in the heart.
And now that the soul has divined this secret, the shadowy shining
which was woven in bonds of union between it and its fellow lights
grew clearer; and a multitude of these strands were, so it seemed,
strengthened and placed in its keeping: along these it was to send the
message of the wisdom and the love which were the secret sweetness of
its own being. Then a spiritual tragedy began, infinitely more pathetic
than the old desolation, because it was brought about by the very
nobility of the spirit. This soul, shedding its love like rays of glory,
seemed itself the centre of a ring of wounding spears: it sent forth
love, and the arrowy response came hate-impelled: it whispered peace,
and was answered by the clash of rebellion: and to all this for defense
it could only bare more openly its heart that a profounder love from the
Mother Nature might pass through upon the rest. I knew this was what a
teacher, who wrote long ago, meant when he said: "Put on the whole armor
of God," which is love and endurance, for the truly divine children
of the Flame are not armed otherwise: and of those protests set up in
ignorance or rebellion against the whisper of the wisdom, I saw that
some melted in the fierce and tender heat of the heart, and there came
in their stead a golden response, which made closer the ties, and drew
these souls upward to an understanding and to share in the overshadowing
nature. And this is part of the plan of the Great Alchemist, whereby the
red ruby of the heart is transmuted into the tender light of the opal;
for the beholding of love made bare acts like the flame of the furnace:
and the dissolving passions, through an anguish of remorse, the
lightnings of pain, and through an adoring pity are changed into the
image they contemplate, and melt in the ecstasy of self-forgetful love,
the spirit which lit the thorn-crowned brows which perceived only in
its last agony the retribution due to its tormentors, and cried out,
"Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do."
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