I was silent. I knew better than they that busy city which glowed beyond
the dark forests. I had lived there until, grown sick and weary, I
had gone back to my brothers on the hillside. I wondered, would life,
indeed, go on ceaselessly until it ended in the pain of the world. I
said within myself: "O mighty Brahma, on the outermost verges of thy
dream are our lives. Thou old invisible, how faintly through our hearts
comes the sound of thy song, the light of thy glory!" Full of yearning
to rise and return, I strove to hear in my heart the music Anahata,
spoken of in our sacred scrolls. There was silence and then I thought
I heard sounds, not glad, a myriad murmur. As I listened they
deepened--they grew into passionate prayer and appeal and tears, as if
the cry of the long-forgotten souls of men went echoing through empty
chambers. My eyes filled with tears, for it seemed world-wide and to
sigh from out many ages, long agone, to be and yet to be.
"Ananda! Ananda! Where is the boy running to?" cried Valmika. Ananda had
vanished in the gloom. We heard his glad laugh below, and then another
voice speaking. The tall figure of Varunna loomed up presently. Ananda
held his hand, and danced beside him. We knew the Yogi, and bowed
reverently before him. We could see by the starlight his simple robe of
white. I could trace clearly every feature of the grave and beautiful
face and radiant eyes. I saw not by the starlight, but by a silvery
radiance which rayed a little way into the blackness around the dark
hair and face. Valmika, as elder, first spoke:
"Holy sir, be welcome. Will you come in and rest?"
"I cannot stay now. I must pass over the mountains ere dawn; but you may
come a little way with me--such of you as will."
We assented gladly, Kedar and I, Valmika remained. Then Ananda prayed
to go. We bade him stay, fearing for him the labor of climbing and the
chill of the snows. But Varunna said: "Let the child come. He is hardy,
and will not tire if he holds my hand."
So we set out together, and faced the highlands that rose and rose
above us. We knew the way well, even at night. We waited in silence for
Varunna to speak; but for nigh an hour we mounted without words, save
for Ananda's shouts of delight and wonder at the heavens spread above
valleys that lay behind us. Then I grew hungry for an answer to my
thoughts, and I spake:
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