"The stars and the starry crown are not yours alone to offer, and
every promise you make I make also. I offer the good and the bad
indifferently. The lover, the poet, the mystic, and all who would drink
of the first fountain, I delude with my mirage. I was the Beatrice who
led Dante upwards: the gloom was in me, and the glory was mine also,
and he went not out of my cave. The stars and the shining of heaven were
illusions of the infinite I wove about him. I captured his soul with the
shadow of space; a nutshell would have contained the film. I smote on
the dim heart-chords the manifold music of being. God is sweeter in the
human than the human in God. Therefore he rested in me."
She paused a little, and then went on: "There is that fantastic fellow
who slipped by me. Could your wisdom not retain him? He returned to me
full of anguish, and I wound my arms round him like a fair melancholy;
and now his sadness is as sweet to him as hope was before his fall.
Listen to his song!" She paused again. A voice came up from the depths
chanting a sad knowledge:
What of all the will to do?
It has vanished long ago,
For a dream-shaft pierced it through
From the Unknown Archer's bow.
What of all the soul to think?
Some one offered it a cup
Filled with a diviner drink,
And the flame has burned it up.
What of all the hope to climb?
Only in the self we grope
To the misty end of time,
Truth has put an end to hope.
What of all the heart to love?
Sadder than for will or soul,
No light lured it on above:
Love has found itself the whole.
"Is it not pitiful? I pity only those who pity themselves. Yet he is
mine more surely than ever. This is the end of human wisdom. How shall
he now escape? What shall draw him up?"
"His will shall awaken," said the Wise One. "I do not sorrow over him,
for long is the darkness before the spirit is born. He learns in your
caves not to see, not to hear, not to think, for very anguish flying
your illusions."
"Sorrow is a great bond," Lilith said.
"It is a bond to the object of sorrow. He weeps what thou canst never
give him, a life never breathed in thee. He shall come forth, and thou
shalt not see him at the time of passing. When desire dies the swift and
invisible will awakens. He shall go forth; and one by one the dwellers
in your caves will awaken and pass onward. This small old path will be
trodden by generation after generation. Thou, too, O shining Lilith,
shalt follow, not as mistress, but as handmaiden."
"I will weave spells," Lilith cried. "They shall never pass me. I will
drug them with the sweetest poison. They shall rest drowsily and content
as of old. Were they not giants long ago, mighty men and heroes? I
overcame them with young enchantment. Shall they pass by feeble and
longing for bygone joys, for the sins of their exultant youth, while I
have grown into a myriad wisdom?"
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