More remarkable were the strange lapses into other worlds and times.
Almost as frequent as the changing of the bells were the changes from
state to state. I realized what is meant by the Indian philosophy of
Maya. Truly my days were full of Mayas, and my work-a-day city life was
no more real to me than one of those bright, brief glimpses of things
long past. I talk of the past, and yet these moments taught me how false
our ideas of time are. In the Ever-living yesterday, today, and tomorrow
are words of no meaning. I know I fell into what we call the past and
the things I counted as dead for ever were the things I had yet to
endure. Out of the old age of earth I stepped into its childhood, and
received once more the primal blessing of youth, ecstasy, and beauty.
But these things are too vast and vague to speak of, the words we use
today cannot tell their story. Nearer to our time is the legend that
follows.
I was, I thought, one of the Magi of old Persia, inheritor of its
unforgotten lore, and using some of its powers. I tried to pierce
through the great veil of nature, and feel the life that quickened it
within. I tried to comprehend the birth and growth of planets, and to
do this I rose spiritually and passed beyond earth's confines into that
seeming void which is the Matrix where they germinate. On one of these
journeys I was struck by the phantasm, so it seemed, of a planet I had
not observed before. I could not then observe closer, and coming again
on another occasion it had disappeared. After the lapse of many months
I saw it once more, brilliant with fiery beauty. Its motion was slow,
revolving around some invisible centre. I pondered over it, and seemed
to know that the invisible centre was its primordial spiritual state,
from which it emerged a little while and into which it then withdrew.
Short was its day; its shining faded into a glimmer, and then into
darkness in a few months. I learned its time and cycles; I made
preparations and determined to await its coming.
The Birth of a Planet
At first silence and then an inner music, and then the sounds of song
throughout the vastness of its orbit grew as many in number as there
were stars at gaze. Avenues and vistas of sound! They reeled to and fro.
They poured from a universal stillness quick with unheard things. They
rushed forth and broke into a myriad voices gay with childhood. From age
and the eternal they rushed forth into youth. They filled the void with
reveling and exultation. In rebellion they then returned and entered
the dreadful Fountain. Again they came forth, and the sounds faded into
whispers; they rejoiced once again, and again died into silence.
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