In a steamer chair, and other shipboard storiesBarr, Robert
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In a steamer chair, and other shipboard stories
Barr, Robert
Ocean travel -- Fiction; Sea stories; Short stories
“Why, the young lady you ran away from. You know very well whom I
mean.”
“Like her? Why, I hate her.”
“Yes, perhaps you do now. But I am asking of former years. How long
were you engaged to her?”
“Engaged? Let me see, I have been engaged just about—well, not
twenty-four hours yet. I was never engaged before. I thought I was, but
I wasn’t really.”
Miss Earle shook her head. “You must have liked her very much,” she
said, “or you never would have proposed marriage to her. You would
never have been engaged to her. You never would have felt so badly when
she—”
“Oh, say it out,” said George, “jilted me, that is the word.”
“No, that is not the phrase I wanted to use. She didn’t really jilt
you, you know. It was because you didn’t have, or thought you didn’t
have, money enough. She would like to be married to you to-day.”
George shuddered.
“I wish,” he said, “that you wouldn’t mar a perfect day by a horrible
suggestion.”
“The suggestion would not have been so horrible a month ago.”
“My dear girl,” said Morris, rousing himself up, “it’s a subject that I
do not care much to talk about, but all young men, or reasonably young
men, make mistakes in their lives. That was my mistake. My great luck
was that it was discovered in time. As a general thing, affairs in this
world are admirably planned, but it does seem to me a great mistake
that young people have to choose companions for life at an age when
they really haven’t the judgment to choose a house and lot. Now,
confess yourself, I am not your first lover, am I?”
Miss Earle looked at him for a moment before replying.
“You remember,” she said, “that once you spoke of not having to
incriminate yourself. You refused to answer a question I asked you on
that ground. Now, I think this is a case in which I would be quite
justified in refusing to answer. If I told you that you were my first
lover, you would perhaps be manlike enough to think that after all you
had only taken what nobody else had expressed a desire for. A man does
not seem to value anything unless some one else is struggling for it.”
“Why, what sage and valuable ideas you have about men, haven’t you, my
dear?”
“Well, you can’t deny but what there is truth in them.”
“I not only can, but I do. On behalf of my fellow men, and on behalf of
myself, I deny it.”
“Then, on the other hand,” she continued, “if I confessed to you that I
did have half a score or half a dozen of lovers, you would perhaps
think I had been jilting somebody or had been jilted. So you see,
taking it all in, and thinking the matter over, I shall refuse to
answer your question.”
“Then you will not confess?”
“Yes, I shall confess. I have been wanting to confess to you for some
little time, and have felt guilty because I did not do so.”
“I am prepared to receive the confession,” replied the young man,
lazily, “and to grant absolution.”
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