We still stood, he with his back to the name-board, I with my hand
against it, almost enveloping him with my physical presence. And now, no
detail of my arraignment spared, I had at last caught his eye. Even
before he spoke my heart gave a savage leap. Already his soft and spongy
nature had begun to be hardened to that attitude I needed.
"Oh!" he said.... Then, proudly, "But this is interference."
"You think," I repeated slowly, "that you have the right to get
married?"
His very admission was a defiance of me. "I know I've been rather a
rotter," he blustered.
Once more I repeated monotonously:
"You still think, after what I've just said, that you have the
right----"
"I think," he broke out, "that if you looked after your own girl and
left me to look after mine it would be better. I'm frightfully sorry
about the other thing, of course, but--dash it all!----"
Our long exchange of looks said the rest, and it was not my fault if he
didn't understand what his refusal to heed me would involve. Some people
never understand, and cry afterwards, "You never told me that!" as if
one man had the right to demand of another that he should speak the
uttermost word. I cannot see that there is any such right. For such as
these there is no uttermost word. Elias and the Prophets cannot make
them understand. Though one rose from the dead to tell them they would
not believe. The God who made them as they are cannot make Himself known
to them--He can only destroy them again. They go out into the night in
their ignorance, and for them there is no resurrection in knowledge....
Therefore if the uttermost word will not enlighten them, why speak it?
Weakness lies in that word. Because it is weak. Art leaves it unspoken,
and the Seer, having spoken it, comes down from Sinai no more. Only by a
withholding from it does man achieve. Making three parts greater than
the whole, he does not put forth to the last. He will not return
bankrupt to heaven. The unuttered utterance is his credential, to be
restored to the Bestower of it.
Therefore I did not, at that time, tell Archie Merridew that if he
married I should slay him. But all, all else was in my eyes for his
taking.
Then our gaze severed.
As I dropped my hand from the wall the devil frisked in me again. I had
warned him, and had my own safety to consider now. Without attention to
detail you can accomplish nothing in this world, and a thing is
bunglingly done when you yourself suffer the consequences of it.
Whatever I might do, I intended to suffer no consequences.
"Well, Archie," I said, as a man speaks who washes his hands of
something, "I've told you what I think about it. There's no doubt it is,
as you say, an interference, but I think it's justified, and so I'll say
no more.... And now, about that other: I need hardly say that I expect
you to make things all right for me again."
"I will--I really will, Jeff," he promised at once.
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