I was taken there, of course--to Woburn Place, I mean--by Kitty Windus.
It was within a week of our engagement, so that I had not to wait long
for these first-fruits of my extraordinary position. That night was the
second time I walked with Evie to her abode, for Archie followed a few
yards behind with Kitty Windus. We had dropped into this arrangement on
leaving the college, as men tacitly pay each other's partners the
courtesy of their attentions.
When I have said that Evie's home was in Woburn Place I have gone a long
way towards describing it. She lived in one of those large apartment
houses that are full of Japanese, Americans, and Indian law students,
with a half-pay officer here and there. She and her aunt had rooms of
their own upstairs, but they dined in the large common dining-room
downstairs, at a table that would almost have resembled that of a public
dinner had it not been for the gaps left by the absent boarders,
several of whom were always dining elsewhere. I never saw that table
full. I have tried to carry on a conversation with my neighbour across
two intervening empty chairs. I have had to accept the highly polished
civilities of Indians and Japanese, who have refused to disturb me when
I have removed a rolled napkin in a numbered ring and put a flat and
freshly ironed one in its place. One met niggers and gouty subjects and
antiquated old ladies in the hall and on the stairs; and I was quite
prepared to find Miss Soames the aunt one of these last.
But she was not in the least so. There was not very much more difference
between her age and my own than there was between mine and
Evie's--though of course what difference there was was all on the wrong
side. She was, I should say, forty-three or four, and I wondered the
moment I saw her how she had got through these forty odd years and
remained Miss Angela. Let me say at once that she had no secret sorrow
(though Kitty always vowed she had). When, later, she told me, with the
greatest self-pluming in the world, that she "could have been married"
more than once or twice, she told me nothing I should not have guessed;
but merely to have had these opportunities seemed entirely to content
her detached and unruffled and rather aimless soul. She had had the
refusal of them--and she coquetted with that. She had avoided the pains
of marriage--and remained the white-haired _ingenué_. It later became
one of Kitty's irritating tricks to "wish she had hair like that"--a
beautiful tower of it dressed _à la Marquise_; but in nothing else could
Kitty ever have resembled Angela Soames.... But perhaps I may be wrong
in my estimate after all. Perhaps no man can really understand that kind
of woman, who cannot lose all herself even when she marries and loses
not very much less when she does not. Evie, I concluded, probably had
her passion for abandonment from her mother.
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