I haled Archie back. I wondered, as he sat down by Evie, whether he
would have another man about another dog to see presently, but he
hadn't. Magnanimously he gave us the whole of the rest of the evening.
This he did in spite of the cold encouragement he got from Evie. Twice,
I was certain, while his face did not cease to be animated with the talk
he gave the rest of us, his hand sought hers behind the arm of his
chair; but she drew away. Nevertheless she drew away discreetly. By
doing so openly she could have shown him up, but evidently she did not
wish to show him up. There was no irreconcilable difference between
them. She was angry, but not to the point of refusing to make it up
afterwards. And I knew she was not far from unhappy tears.
Kitty and I were the first to leave. This was at half-past eleven, and
I had no desire to outsit Archie. He would either leave in another
half-hour, which would leave him time for another golden whisky and
soda, or, setting the smoothing over of Evie's ruffled temper before the
attractions of the public-house, would linger till after closing-time,
when there would be no hurry. To see which alternative he would take
didn't on the whole seem to be worth waiting for.
So Kitty and I took our leave; and as I walked with her to Percy
Street--where she had two rooms over a modiste's--I--and she too--had to
suffer as best we might the kind of thing I will relate in the next
chapter.
IV
From the beginning she wanted one thing, I another. She was prepared to
"love" me (as if it had been a matter of will, to which, nevertheless, I
am quite certain she would faithfully have adhered) on the condition
that that heart of hers should be no longer a parched pod; but I wanted
no more of her than that my name should be linked with hers as that of
her suitor. To me the appearance was the indispensable thing; she wanted
the substance. And she was already plaguing me for it.
God knows I gave her what I could give. Afterwards, when all was over,
she still had the memory of it. I hope she found comfort in it.
For of course it was precisely over that which was Evie's, and which I
was resolved to keep for Evie, that we were locked in a grapple. She
lisped and besought and cajoled. Before I began sometimes utterly to
forget that we were betrothed at all I could often have groaned aloud at
her inexpert playfulness; and I doubt whether the wit of man could have
devised a more acute torture than that which I now began to undergo at
her unsuspecting hands.
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