In Beaver Cove and ElsewhereCrim, Matt (Martha Jane)
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In Beaver Cove and Elsewhere
Crim, Matt (Martha Jane)
Georgia -- Fiction; Short stories, American
"But pity for your suffering, and not because I hold you less noble. I
can take care of myself and you also, my darling. Father Vincent and I
agree that it will be best for you to go North, get away from old
associations, old ideas; so we’ll be married quietly, and leave here at
once." He rose, and she stood up also, facing him, looking straight
into his eyes.
"Did Father Vincent tell you _all_? Do you realize just what I am?"
"Yes; you are the woman I love—my promised wife. Can I hold you
blamable, dearest, or unlove you simply because—come, Madeline, put all
the past behind you, and we will never speak of this again."
"Impossible, Roger. You are generous, and I’m not afraid that you would
ever reproach me, but it is not worth while for us to argue the matter.
We cannot marry. In my own sight I have been humbled into the dust, and
as your wife I should always have a cringing, cowardly feeling of
unworthiness. I could not be happy myself, and my misery would only
overshadow you. Don’t think me unreasonable or lacking in love. Love!
It fills all my heart, pervades every atom of my being. I loved you at
once—the first moment, I think, that my eyes rested upon you. The
prejudices which seemed so foolish, so false, are interwoven, blended
with life itself. We, here, call them instincts, holding us apart from
the lower order of man, and my education only fostered, developed them
to the utmost in me."
"If your mother had only—"
"Don’t think hardly of her, my dearest. She is not to blame. She
brought me up as she believed best, and implanted the principles and
beliefs she thought would be my surest safeguards. As she grew weak and
ill the secret burdened her, and for fear that she might be wronging you
she sought Father Vincent’s advice. How I thanked God that she died
without knowing that her work was all undone!" She flung herself again
into the chair, and he saw that she was too excited, too overwrought, to
be reasoned with.
She looked up at him.
"Had you known my birth, my parentage, from the first, could you have
loved me?"
"I do not know," he said candidly; "I only know that I do love you, and
that I will not give you up." His face flushed, his eyes kindled. "You
must, you shall, be my wife. But we will not talk of it any more
to-night: you need rest, and time to recover from the double shock which
has come upon you. To-morrow—every day, I shall come, until you learn
to look at this as I do. Good-night, Madeline. Think wisely,
reasonably, dear."
"I will try; and you will know my decision to-morrow, Roger."
He bent over her, kissed the bright waves of her hair; but she started
up, and clasped her arms about him, drawing his lips down to hers in an
abandonment of love she had never shown before. Tears rained from her
eyes, the stony curves of her mouth melted, and he felt that it was a
tacit surrender.
"To-morrow you will listen to me, Madeline," he said with the certainty
of conviction.
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